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No matter what's on the news, my brain 100%

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registers it all as theater. You had this great line. Anybody who thinks they're not susceptible to a SIOP is completely

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susceptible.

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If politics was about results, it wouldn't require

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a lot of attention. It wouldn't require performance.

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You're watching a play. We'll see how the season ends. We'll see how the, you know, the season finale. We've got understandings of psychology,

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sociology,

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therapy, hypnotherapy,

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neuroanatomy,

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brain science. And now the last four or five years, you've thrown yourself into psychedelics.

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My first mushroom journey was me trying to just process what consciousness is. I was having between five to 10 seizures a day. And these are temporal lobe seizures. You're not shaking or anything like that. You lose all muscle control. It's terrifying because, like, you're losing control of your whole entire body and your mind at the same time. It takes me three or four weeks to come back to normal. My seizures stopped within four days of taking methylene blue and mushrooms. Within just a few months, all my memories, like, re sorted themselves out. The most modern discoveries in quantum mechanics and quantum neuropsychology

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are starting to prove that our brains are quantum. Like, one third of the particles inside of our brain are existing in some other place. What the fuck is going on? Like, where the are we in reality? Even if it's just I know, I don't know. Here's the biggest one. If we can go on a little deep end tangent. Please. A little deeper than before.

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Last time we we did a podcast together,

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you had this great line. You're talking about anybody who thinks they're not susceptible to a SIOP is completely

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susceptible

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to a SIOP. Yeah. And I was thinking a lot about this as well because, you know, with the last election,

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it seemed that things were just so bad. Like when you have an understanding

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of SIOPs and and how we're being lied to and manipulated,

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the last administration was so bad. It was so egregious. I mean, it didn't even seem like our president was our president. They were changing bodies and faces and ear lobes and chins, and it was so fucking bizarre.

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So hoping that Trump could be somebody different, you know, with my, you know, with some serious caveats and reservations, I threw my support and energy and belief behind it hoping.

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And now I feel like, oh, I was completely psyoped.

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And I know that you had kind of I don't know if you still are, but for a time period, you were kind of in the, like, the outer inner circle, like going to Mar A Lago and getting invited to some of the think tank things and seem to have some interaction with Kash Patel and maybe Danny Bojjinga. I've never even know how to pronounce his name. But like,

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how are you feeling as a SIOP expert? Did you get a little SIOP? Did you get caught, or did you were you just going along for the

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to see what would happen, career

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aspirations and trajectory? Like, given what's happened with the administration, how are you feeling right now? Did you get hustled?

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I don't think I did.

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Only got involved

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with people that are adjacent to the administration through trial consulting.

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So it's not like they sought out me for any political Mhmm. Reason at all.

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But I have this thing in my brain

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where

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no matter what happens, no matter what's on the news,

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my brain 100%

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registers it all without any exception as theater.

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And there's no exception in my brain. Even if, like, there's real stuff going on, my brain registers it all as theater.

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And the one thing I I told my kids is if politics was about results, it wouldn't require a lot of attention. It wouldn't require performance

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and cameras and all this kind of stuff. They would just do the results,

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and and that would be important.

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So no matter what I see, and the

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moment I start to I hear something on the news, and I'll start to feel like, oh, shit. That's gonna be amazing. I get excited about it. That little part of my brain smacks it down and be like, that you're watching a play. You're watching a movie right now.

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And if you just kind of approach it from that angle, you're you're just kind of like, well, we'll see how the season ends. We'll see how the, you know, the season finale.

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Yes.

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And that's what it is. How long did that

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that kind of intellectual

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now into emotional

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process transformation take?

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From really like when you first recognize it? Because I think like Cal and I, like, oh, we know this is theater, but I still get caught up on like, damn it. Freely, come on. You know? Yeah.

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I think it it took maybe a year

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of just like

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only because I dug into it. So if you just read Plato,

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he warned us about all this shit Mhmm. So long ago. Plato invented the matrix.

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But you know the concept of the movie the matrix with the Plato's allegory of the cave. And

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that I have merch in our store, like one of our t shirts that we sell at my company

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has a a big logo on it right here that says Plato's cave search and rescue team.

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Yes.

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Just because I I kinda got addicted to I wanna wake as many people up as I can. Feels like and I don't say this like, oh, look how awake I am. Mhmm.

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I'm not awakened fully. I don't think there's anybody a 100%

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awakened or anything,

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but I just have this craving in me to dedicate the rest of my life to

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exposing the theater of it all, and we don't need to like expose a whole lot of people and name names and be one of those YouTubers who pisses people off and leaves you upset about stuff. But just exposing like

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all if you go back to one quote from Alan Watts, and I have no idea what the your question even was that I'm answering right now, but the you the how long did the genesis take in your own

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Yeah. Mind and demeanor before? Like, I understand we're living in theater to like now being completely emotionally objective and not getting caught up. You said about a year. Yeah. Yeah. And I've never put a bumper sticker on any of my vehicles, but I did finally about a month ago.

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And it's an Alan Watts quote.

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It says, almost all of our suffering comes from taking very seriously what God built for fun.

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And I think that's that's the real thing. Like, if if somebody is actually awakening, there's no moment of enlightenment where you feel better than anybody. You just be like, wow.

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And you kind of feel a little embarrassed. Like, I took all that shit so seriously.

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I thought everything was such a big deal. I thought I was such a big deal. Look how special I am. Mhmm.

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And then you just it's so relaxing. I think it's peaceful, but it's I think it's boring at first.

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Yeah. I agree. I think in

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my just journey,

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and

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certainly not to where you are with the theater,

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I can bite for it a little bit. And also the the

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the kind of overcorrection is like, this is all a fucking joke. There's know, so you can get a little bit negative about it. And I think where I've landed is,

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holy fuck, this is so interesting. And and what I try to remind my friends that are in the inquiry of, you know, certainly with your work and

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what the fuck is going on, it's like, yeah, it's it's like, let's not take it too seriously. Like, what a timeline that we're in right now. Holy shit. Everything is getting

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exposed.

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And instead of going down into the darkness, which I know you and I have talked about going down these rabbit holes, like it's dark, and I think it's necessary to explore them.

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But to live there,

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you will just see darkness everywhere. But just to get like what you need and pop out of it,

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and then just watch it all unfold,

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and

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allow everyone to be where they're at,

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and through conversations like this, try to meet different people where they're at to further expose what's going on

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so that they can eventually live in this this orientation that, okay. Like, let's just be love and light. Like, let's not come in,

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again, too negative on this stuff. Mean, I some people you do need to shake their shoulders a little bit and be like, dude, what the fuck? How do you not see this?

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But also it's

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I think it's fascinating.

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And,

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yeah, there's a lot of dark shit out there. There are people that are being manipulated

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just like we have been throughout the course of our lives.

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And yeah, there's this moment like,

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wow, what a fucking idiot. I believed all this stuff. Then when you thought it was all real. When you can see the humor in it and just laugh at yourself, like Yeah. Holy shit. The hard part is children, man. It's like,

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you know, you've

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got you've got two teenagers still.

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Three. Three. Yeah. So

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Well, you asked this question Yeah. Talked we talked about this at men's group, but I I can kind of do my spiel in a minute. But how do you

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the whole,

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even though it might have been false, the the fabric

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and foundation of society that we could have some stable footing of. Like when we were all kids, you know, we might have thought our government was scummy,

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but we didn't necessarily

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now have evidence that there's psychotic baby eating occultists,

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you know, who gather for sex and blood ritual. You know?

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How do you talk to your teenagers about the world that we're living in? You know? Like, how

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how are you counseling and advising them? I'd love to I'm sure a lot of parents would love to hear that.

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So I I brought them up

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with one big question in their head about other when it comes to other human beings.

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So every time we encountered any situation,

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I would ask them, what does that person want me to think about them?

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So what what do they want to show? Mhmm. And then that was until they were about nine years old.

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So they would see bumper stickers on the back of some Subaru or something with Marathon running and like Ron John Surf Shop and all those kind of Yeah. Oh, yeah. All that kind of stuff.

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And I and I'd ask my daughter like, what what do they want us to think based on this? What does the car want us to think? Not what is it telling us. What does it want us to think? Those are two different things.

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So my daughter would be like, well, I run marathons. I'm healthy.

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I go surfing,

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and it talks about communities, the fraternity they were in.

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And so it says I make good friends. I have good friends. I'm in a lot of communities,

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and it also means I'm a nice person, and I'm gonna be a good friend to you, and I'd like to be a friend

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to somebody.

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And then I

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10, 11 years old, we kept going,

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and like, what would they be afraid of if that was true? And that's question number two.

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And then you start seeing so you cannot help but have empathy

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if you start seeing the world that way unless you're a psychopath.

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Like, you're seeing it in everybody else, but not yourself.

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So, like, in the first stages of their life, it's what is what is that thing or that person want me to to feel about them? It's like somebody walking through an airport with really obnoxious loud clothing on.

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What do they want me to think?

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Not I need attention.

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That's not what they want you to think.

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That's what that's saying. Right? So the difference is, I I need attention, or I want you to pay attention to me. And what is that what would they be afraid of if that were true is question number two. So the the way you would answer that is like, well, what if they didn't

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if I didn't think what he wanted,

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that would mean what for them? That would mean isolation,

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being ignored,

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and ultimately being lonely.

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So we see somebody like that that has this loud shit on in an airport that's kind of annoying at first,

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and then you realize

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this is a fear of loneliness.

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And all of a sudden you see yourself.

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You see the loneliness that you're trying to hide, that you hide from your friends.

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You see the shame that you conceal from from everybody when you're on Zoom meetings or at work, and you're just like, holy shit. Everybody's suffering. Everyone's suffering. And I think it gives you a tremendous amount of empathy.

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The second level of this is

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just

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having your kids get into the mindset of being able to zoom out and teaching your kids as early as possible about camera angle.

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So, like, if I can just move your camera

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and

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drastically change your perspective of situation, I can fix PTSD.

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That's what fixes PTSD. That's why people go on a giant mushroom

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journey or a psychedelic journey, and they're like, wow, my PTSD is gone. It's perspective shifting is the only thing that really happens there.

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So we have like loneliness, depression, PTSD,

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getting pissed off at the world, like you wanna

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tell your friends it's not a big deal, like focus, like focus

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on the good things.

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If you just shift perspective, you can solve so many problems that that people have,

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and teaching your kids to grab their little camera and be aware, cognizant

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of I'm looking at this from this little angle right here. I'm zoomed in on one little fiber of this carpet right here. When if I just took your camera and zoomed out like you do on Google Maps to where you can see the stars, like, behind the the planet and stuff, that that fiber is not important anymore.

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Like, start to see, oh, it's not a big deal.

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So it's it's all about not just zooming out, but viewing

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something from a more mature perspective, even if it's in your past.

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Like, that thing happened to you in middle school. I got kicked in the balls from a lot of kids in middle school, and it was really embarrassing, and I feel like that permanently scarred me. But just going back and kind of revisiting that from a mature perspective,

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the perspective shift is the only thing that needs to change. You don't need to like drop a backpack full of trauma and and drop it on the ground. If I just teach my kids and my friends maybe to change perspective,

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and that they are in control of perspective,

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you can make such a shift in people's lives.

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That was a super long answer to your question. And I think the follow-up would be,

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because this is this pertains to what you're bringing up, what about your

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your kid's friends who are coming to you and they're like, okay, dude. What the fuck is going on? And they're living in a home that maybe still believes

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this is not theater, this is all like, yeah, the government's taking care of you and the FDA's taking care of you and everyone's got your best interest in mind.

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How do you kind of plant seeds for them because they're they're seeing something in you that is more resonant? They don't quite understand it because they've been brainwashed, let's How

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do you start to open that up in a

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in a kind of intentional way where

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you're not breaking their brain when they're not quite ready for it even though that may be the best thing to happen. Yeah.

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I would

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and I have done this with some of my kids' friends,

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and it's just the same question. You're just taking it on a larger scale.

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You're saying like when

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you consume this media or when you watch this thing,

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just teaching them to ask themselves the question like, what do they want me to believe right now? What are they asking me to believe, and what's the assumption that's being made right now?

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And typically what I'll teach my kids friends is the way I'm a trial I work as a trial consultant,

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which is where a lot of my income comes from.

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I know nothing about the law for the record here.

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But when it happen when this happens,

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the way that I am able to win

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trials, and the way that you can persuade anybody if you're a leader or a boss,

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is I just get you to feel clever.

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That's it. Mhmm. So I'll have one idea here and one idea here,

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and I'll I'll get your brain to think, oh, you know what? I bet those things snap together like two little Legos.

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And if I can get you to feel clever,

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then

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you will automatically accept the idea because it came from within.

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Anything that comes from within our own mind, we cannot resist. Mhmm. So all I have to get you to do is adopt this new belief without telling you what to think.

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It's exactly the same as when you're watching the news and they're like, a local Austin woman found missing today.

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Neighbors report that earlier today she was seen arguing with her boyfriend.

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Details after the break.

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But then like you're watching that and you're like, oh, I know what happened. And

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you get that little moment of feeling clever

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just because these two little details get put in front of you. And if you can do that in life,

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you can get people

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to do a lot. But so instead of doing this to those kids, I'm teaching the kids about

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when there's two pieces of information and there's no string between them.

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They make you put the string

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between the ideas. That should terrify you, and that should be very scary.

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The only two things I ever told my kids should terrify them. Number one, when you have two ideas and nothing in between them, and you your brain starts putting them together, number one. And number two is if any grown up in the world ever asks you to keep a secret.

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Can

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you can you expand upon the first one where

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there's two ideas and and there's not a thread between them? Yeah. Flush that out for me a little bit. Yeah. So

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just like the news thing. So if someone says

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this

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geopolitical

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conflict is happening,

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at the same time they're saying that this person is in trouble in this country,

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and you're not getting a string between them. Mhmm. But they they're pushing the ideas close enough together where you're like, oh, I bet this Saudi prince was involved with this attack on this one thing.

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Just because,

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you know, ideas are always magnetic,

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especially

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if they have any anything in common.

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So I get any two ideas close enough to each other, they become magnetic in your brain, but you're the one that assembles them. Okay. So basically what you're saying is that's that's classic media manipulation?

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Yes. So you're you're teaching your kids to be aware of media manipulation?

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Yeah. It's classic manipulation for everything. Yeah. In courtrooms

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Right.

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You could win a lot of trials just getting good at that one skill. Right.

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I had an interesting moment with the my 17 year old was over with four or five friends, and they were all talking about the Epstein files and

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and the, you know, at the time of this shooting, we're in, I don't know, the fifteenth or sixteenth day of this Iran war,

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and all the kids were talking about it. And,

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you know, I

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asked the kids. I'm like, alright. So because they they because they said to me, one of the kids is like, what do we do? Like, you know, we're we're juniors. We're about to be seniors. Like, we play football. Like, we're looking at colleges. Like like, what do we do? And I was like, well,

00:19:51.520 --> 00:20:03.840
interesting time to be alive. That's for sure. Like the foundations that generations before you could stand upon, even if they were false, there was firm footing there, you know, and we could build a life. And now you're like walking on

00:20:04.915 --> 00:20:18.675
an ice sheet that's broken apart. And everywhere you step, it's unstable, and it's tittering and tottering. I'm like and there really seems to be like a they. You know? So there there's the proverbial they, there really seems to be a they. Yeah. So I asked the kids, I'm like, what is it that the they

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seem to hate?

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Because they seem to definitely hate certain things and point wanna point you in certain ways. So like, what do they hate? And the kids are like I'm like, do they seem to hate like vulnerability and authenticity? Because they certainly want you stuck on your phones all the time. They're like, yeah. So I'm like, well, they do they do they seem to love God, or do they seem to hate God? They're like, well well, they seem to kinda hate God. Like, do they seem to love prayer and meditation, or they seem to hate it? They're like, well, they seem to hate that.

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Do they do they want you having like authentic and real connections?

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Like, with friends and some of them? No. They kind of want us on our phones. I'm like, right. Right. Do they want you watching pornography or having like natural romantic relationships where your sexuality can evolve?

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They're like, no. They kind of want us watching pornography.

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I'm like, right. Do they want you healthy and robust, or do they want you kind of sickly and stupid?

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They're like, no. Sick. So I was like making those connections. I'm like, so if you just do the things

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as a young person that the they

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seem to hate, you're gonna build an amazing life.

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Like, you're gonna have authentic connection. You're gonna know when to put your friend you know, your phone down and really connect with your peers and your friends. You're gonna put down pornography and you're gonna have like natural romantic relationships where your sexuality can involve without some false expectation of what sexuality is supposed to be. You know, you're gonna eat foods that feel good and natural to your body. You're gonna have clean water and like just embrace your youth.

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Fully embrace your youth and literally think of the system, the they, and all the things that they want you to do and kind of just do the opposite,

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and you're going to fucking rock your teenage years. And until the world completely blows up, go ahead and try to be an all state football player or great at lacrosse or, you know, whatever your aspirations are, fully engage in them, you know.

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And it was it was a real like revelation for the kids. But part of it was there. Like, I was questioning them, and they were they were putting the pieces together. Like, there really is a they, just think of the things that all that they want you to do and the things that they seem to hate and just go the other way.

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You need to make that into like a one page PDF. Oh.

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That would be such a great infographic

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to kind of visually show

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all of those things. Yeah.

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I'll have my team do it actually. I'll have just give me a list, and I'll have my team put a really cool graphic together.

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You know what's interesting? Wanted to ask you too. This is like shamelessly self serving, but product

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bumps. Serve away. No. But my

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I'm 55.

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And but like seven years of microdosing

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have totally transformed

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the way that I think and

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draw connection and see the threads that you're talking about.

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Like so and you're such an interesting guy. So first, know, like kind of like, you know, school of hard knocks. You're in the military as a young person. You had some like ridiculous thing that happened. I remember you told me where you you were college bound, and then something happened in high school, and you got thrown way off track over something that was really kind of stupid.

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So military,

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and then you you find this aspiration, this great interest in in in brain study, and then you become self educated going through traditional, nontraditional

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avenues,

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become this world class brain expert. So you've got understandings of psychology,

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sociology,

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you know, therapy,

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hypnotherapy,

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neuroanatomy,

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brain science. You're a leader. And now the last four or five years, you've thrown yourself into

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psychedelics.

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Yeah. Like,

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how has talk

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to us about what the psychedelics at the macro and micro dosing level have kind of done to transform your brain, your thought processes,

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your even your emotional

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you know, going from intellectual understanding to emotional resonance. Yeah. Because I found that microdosing has totally helped with the intellectual understanding to emotional resonance. Like what you had said about

00:24:17.295 --> 00:24:22.015
witnessing theater to fully like emotionally understanding this is theater, and I'm not going to get too caught up.

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I think over time

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my first mushroom journey was me

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trying to just process what consciousness is,

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and I

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was having

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between five to 10 seizures a day,

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and these are temporal lobe seizures.

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So to kind of give you a brief glimpse of what a temporal lobe seizure is,

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you're not shaking or anything like that. You're just kind of like

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like you're you lose all muscle control, like you just got injected with a paralytic.

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That's terrifying because like you're losing control of your whole entire body and your mind at the same time.

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And the very beginning of it,

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it's like a roller coaster sensation.

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Like, you're just sitting there talking at dinner or something, and it's like roller coaster sensation,

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and then deja vu that is so powerful

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that it feels like everyone in the entire room is setting you up.

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Like they all everyone in the room has access to your memories, and they're doing something to you on purpose. Mhmm.

00:25:24.440 --> 00:25:30.840
And then then the seizure starts, and that's like two seconds long. It's just a really rapid downhill.

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And the seizure is sixty to ninety seconds,

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but in that sixty to ninety seconds you're going to it's like massive psychedelics

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almost,

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and

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in some of these seizures I I have you're getting memories. Let's say you're getting memories from like 35 people's different lives over the course of like thirty five years,

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and they're randomly like, we have our memories are a little file cabinet. During the seizure, all of those memories from other some other people's life,

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other person's life is getting put into your files,

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and all of your folders are getting full of these false memories.

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And then so if you just if I just have one seizure,

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it takes me three or four weeks to come back to normal

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where I'll remember

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doing something that never happened in my life.

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And then several times I had this one

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seizure that was recurring

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where I would look down. I have memories of looking down and seeing breasts and being a woman,

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and

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I remember

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I took it somehow out of the seizure one time, because seizures come with amnesia.

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But I know this woman's social security number.

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I know her phone number, her street address.

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I have memories of her being lonely.

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Me it's me. I remember vacuuming my house,

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and my wife and I actually went there in in Tennessee,

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and

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it it's that was my house. Well, you went to you you you visited the home? Yeah. Because I've been I think I mentioned this briefly in the last podcast we all did together. I've been in the like literally the immediate aftermath of when you had your first seizure in I think eighteen months or two years was when we went out for your dinner Yeah. At your birthday and it's a there's a vibration coming off you, this disorientation.

00:27:24.365 --> 00:27:38.430
It's like terrifying and heart wrenching to be around. But when we sat down at dinner and you were kind of integrating a little bit, you were talking about the yellow sweeping the floor. You were in a nineteen seventies kitchen. You were sweeping the floor. You were a woman,

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and you recalled the yellow post it note on the old pull lever refrigerator,

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and you literally knew the numbers. It was a phone number. Mhmm. And we we and the person we left it in with, Rosie, wrote down the phone number, she actually tried to call it. But then you went even deeper, and you you recalled the, like, street address and location. So is that the home from that seizure that you went back to? Yes. Yeah. Same one. Like, third party validation, like, totally real, fucking terrifying. But

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I don't claim that it's some past life. I don't claim you know, I mean,

00:28:13.445 --> 00:28:19.525
I don't have access to the records or anything, but like I remember being in that house even when we when we looked at it.

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And I don't I don't claim to know what that is. I think the more certainty somebody has around this shit, the more full of shit they are. Mhmm.

00:28:27.580 --> 00:28:33.500
I don't know what that is, and like just trying to explain reality itself is hard enough,

00:28:33.740 --> 00:28:38.220
much less this break from reality. So that was a super long way to just say that

00:28:38.725 --> 00:28:39.925
I I wanted to start

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I wanted to do some psychedelics so I can kind of like access that state

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on demand

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and kind of start exploring what is consciousness.

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Because I just reading about people that get sudden savant syndrome. Have you ever heard of this? Mhmm. Or somebody get in a car accident or something or fall off a ladder,

00:29:00.340 --> 00:29:05.380
and all of a sudden they don't speak English anymore, and they speak fluent French, and they can play the cello.

00:29:06.205 --> 00:29:06.925
Mhmm.

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I would I would love for any scientist in the world to explain how that's possible, and there are thousands of cases.

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And if there's a if there's a theory

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that we generate our own consciousness, and we we generate our own memories, and we don't have access to some collective field.

00:29:25.540 --> 00:29:29.140
This is a mountain of stuff that says otherwise, a mountain.

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So if somebody has a theory that all crows are black,

00:29:33.905 --> 00:29:47.985
how many white crows would it take to fully and completely obliterate that theory? Yeah. It would only take one. One. And there's not just one single piece of proof. There's just a massive mountain of it just that we don't know what consciousness is.

00:29:48.790 --> 00:29:50.550
So I got curious about it,

00:29:51.110 --> 00:29:53.430
and my seizures stopped within

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four days of taking methylene blue and and mushrooms,

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and it was just a regular microdose.

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And within just a few months, all of my memories like resorted themselves out like my file clerk.

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It felt like every time I was doing any journey or something that the file clerk would kind of go down there and take take some hours and hours and go through everything and figure out, oh, that one's not Chase's memory. I'm gonna throw it out. This one's Chase's. I'm gonna file it up and to kind of get organized again.

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And I think over time, it's just the level of empathy that I developed. Mhmm. I was

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I don't want to say narcissistic,

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but I was very self centered,

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and I was very much purchased in, invested in the idea of separation.

00:30:41.610 --> 00:30:45.610
Mhmm. That I'm separate from you, that we're not connected in any way.

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I need to be better than other people.

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I want to compete in business instead of collaborate,

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and that's how I started my civilian careers in that kind of

00:30:56.285 --> 00:30:57.485
that mindset,

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and

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I'm

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so grateful that I

00:31:01.805 --> 00:31:11.245
just had access to this stuff. And I mean, even Johns Hopkins is calling it like the most effective drug they ever tested. Mhmm. I'm probably paraphrasing poorly, but

00:31:12.180 --> 00:31:14.980
if you just look at the results, it's the most effective

00:31:15.460 --> 00:31:18.180
psychotherapy drug ever tested in the world. Yeah.

00:31:18.500 --> 00:31:23.700
New thing too with this Russian mice study where it increased telomere length by 30% as well.

00:31:24.100 --> 00:31:26.420
Really? Yes. And then Brian Johnson,

00:31:27.455 --> 00:31:28.895
you know, the kind of, like,

00:31:29.855 --> 00:31:31.535
self promoting biohacker,

00:31:31.775 --> 00:31:38.975
he did a brain analysis on glucose that we did a full brain analysis. And even though his glucose levels were, like, in the top 1%,

00:31:38.975 --> 00:31:48.940
like, his blood sugar corrected over the course of a six hour five gram mushroom journey from like what would be somebody who's diabetic to completely nondiabetic.

00:31:49.340 --> 00:31:56.715
So they even think it can correct like blood sugar levels and so forth. It could be a diabetes cure. Wow. It was crazy.

00:31:56.875 --> 00:32:01.195
Yeah. I had no idea. Yeah. And this is psilocybin. This is psilocybin.

00:32:01.275 --> 00:32:03.115
This is this is psilocybin.

00:32:04.715 --> 00:32:08.155
Yeah. I found that I the I have this thing that I talk about,

00:32:08.555 --> 00:32:08.795
the

00:32:09.890 --> 00:32:12.930
the kind of etheric mycelial network,

00:32:13.170 --> 00:32:36.585
which is the connection from my heart and like my head and making authentic connection. And over the seven years of microdosing, like, those fibers are just so much more pronounced and clear. And and like I know when to give. I know when to receive. I know when the receptors are just not hitting. You know, they're hitting kind of stone. Yeah. Which is something I wanted to ask you about with young kids because you know, as a as a as a conscientious dad raised you know, who's like highly sees the world and all this

00:32:37.380 --> 00:32:42.420
charade of insanity that's kind of parade and charade of insanity that's happened before us.

00:32:42.660 --> 00:32:43.220
So

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if if you can deepen your kids' empathy so like my my son, my my 14 year old son, there's a kid at school who is so self promoting and so

00:32:55.195 --> 00:32:58.635
threatened by other people's excellence and size and physicality,

00:32:58.635 --> 00:33:00.315
and he's always like messing

00:33:00.635 --> 00:33:21.280
with and testing. And so I've gotten my son to like deepen his empathetic thinking like, okay. Why is what's driving this behavior? Why is this person like this? You know, what do you think is going on in their home? So like he's deepened his empathy, and he doesn't have like the rage or the anger. But like, what does he do about somebody when somebody's still so fucking annoying? So when somebody's so crippled by their own vanity and insecurity,

00:33:21.645 --> 00:33:40.020
and especially as a young person, like, they're just vomiting that all over you on a daily basis, the part that I fell short on is like, I can help him deepen his perspective and his empathy, but I didn't know, like, I can't tell him to go up and give another 14 year old a hug in the middle of school. Like, that's not necessarily gonna work. So what's your like, what's your advice on when you when you

00:33:40.500 --> 00:33:46.580
pull the camera out and your children now have the deeper perspective, but they're still dealing with another annoying teenager?

00:33:46.660 --> 00:33:49.060
Like, how do they handle that?

00:33:49.805 --> 00:33:56.125
I I actually have a thought because I think the same thing holds true. I'd be curious to to get your thoughts as well, Chase.

00:33:56.525 --> 00:33:59.725
For adults Mhmm. It's I think it comes down to boundaries,

00:33:59.965 --> 00:34:01.725
and there are different levels to

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where

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he should let that kid in. He can still be loving and kind

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and

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not his best friend,

00:34:09.740 --> 00:34:13.740
and then just keep him at a distance. And I think part of that

00:34:15.095 --> 00:34:17.655
awareness for the other kid is

00:34:18.535 --> 00:34:21.175
maybe he needs to reorient and

00:34:21.335 --> 00:34:23.095
it it I don't know. I think there

00:34:23.895 --> 00:34:29.540
I've made the mistake in the past of I mean, I've certainly been like that, like fuck that guy.

00:34:29.860 --> 00:34:30.580
Right?

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And then I've been like, oh, this poor guy, okay, let me be there and like try to be a good friend.

00:34:39.155 --> 00:34:42.275
And then I let them in too far,

00:34:42.435 --> 00:34:46.595
and then I get, you know, I don't wanna say I get taken advantage of because I'm actually

00:34:46.915 --> 00:34:49.555
very active in in that relationship,

00:34:49.555 --> 00:34:50.995
and so that's on me

00:34:51.315 --> 00:34:52.995
to to not have

00:34:53.630 --> 00:35:03.230
the discernment about where does this person actually fit in my world. Yeah. And so I think it can be very much an empowering thing

00:35:03.710 --> 00:35:21.405
to be aware of those things, be curious, be loving and empathetic as you said Yeah. But also like not trying to fucking rescue or save anybody. Well, mean, as adults, we can as adults, we can kind of we can let the cat out of the bag, we can talk about it. But like what's a trick for a 14, 15, or 16 year old who's like

00:35:21.940 --> 00:35:25.860
who's in a very kind of hot testosterone

00:35:25.860 --> 00:35:30.420
like interaction with somebody where they're just vomiting their insecurity and

00:35:30.820 --> 00:35:32.180
bragging and all

00:35:34.355 --> 00:35:40.995
how would you advise a 14 or 17 year old to kind of handle that when they're in that type of situation? What's the technique point? Same as an adult.

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One word, archetypes.

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Understanding

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story archetypes.

00:35:47.430 --> 00:35:51.510
There's only about seven or eight, some say 12 story archetypes

00:35:51.670 --> 00:35:53.670
that are woven into our DNA,

00:35:54.470 --> 00:35:56.870
and our brains haven't changed in two hundred thousand years.

00:35:57.830 --> 00:35:59.990
So like the archetype of

00:36:00.310 --> 00:36:02.070
the wounded healer,

00:36:02.905 --> 00:36:04.025
the savior,

00:36:04.345 --> 00:36:05.305
the victim,

00:36:05.625 --> 00:36:07.145
the tragedy mindset,

00:36:07.305 --> 00:36:07.865
the

00:36:08.105 --> 00:36:09.705
the broken hero,

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the dark hero.

00:36:11.305 --> 00:36:16.825
So, like, there's some, like, basic story archetypes, and no matter what you look at, whether it's Toy Story

00:36:17.070 --> 00:36:22.510
or It or The Dark Knight, they're following these identical things that have been told

00:36:23.150 --> 00:36:26.350
from time immemorial before recorded history.

00:36:26.590 --> 00:36:30.190
These stories were kind of passed down and told. That's why they stick with us.

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That's why you haven't seen a new story archetype. Mhmm. Like, you don't see Hollywood come up with it, oh, guess what we did.

00:36:38.445 --> 00:36:44.845
No. It's the same stuff because that's what resonates with our the lowest most powerful parts of our brain.

00:36:45.485 --> 00:36:46.045
So

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and I'll take this back to court just really quick to show you. If I'm if I'm trying to persuade a jury,

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and let's say I'm working and my client is suing a big company, the client that I'm working for. They're suing a a big company.

00:37:02.975 --> 00:37:05.615
I don't have to mention David and Goliath.

00:37:06.335 --> 00:37:17.660
I might just mention a few topics about it to put the archetype of of David and Goliath in your head. Mhmm. And then I might mention a couple of times when you're waiting in line at the DMV

00:37:17.820 --> 00:37:24.380
for hours and hours and hours, and every other little situation where there's a big company who doesn't give a shit about you.

00:37:25.205 --> 00:37:30.645
And then I'll mention walking down the hill to fight a battle. I'll never say David and Goliath directly,

00:37:30.885 --> 00:37:37.925
but I'll put that story front and center in your mind. And if I can if I get you to see that this is David and Goliath,

00:37:37.925 --> 00:37:39.205
that has a beginning and an end.

00:37:39.850 --> 00:37:41.610
I'm not putting you at the end.

00:37:43.450 --> 00:37:52.010
I I never I never ever ever talk about how the story ends because your brain already knows. I'm talking about this is the moment that this occurs.

00:37:53.195 --> 00:37:58.715
So your brain, when you go to deliberate in the jury room, you think that it's your decision,

00:37:59.195 --> 00:38:02.075
but all you're doing is completing the story archetype.

00:38:03.435 --> 00:38:05.035
So that's the natural resolution.

00:38:05.730 --> 00:38:10.690
So if you if you know the story archetype, and I can I can change your view of a situation

00:38:10.850 --> 00:38:12.930
to see it as a certain archetype,

00:38:12.930 --> 00:38:15.090
I can I can make you do anything

00:38:15.250 --> 00:38:18.210
because it's the natural next step in the story?

00:38:19.085 --> 00:38:21.485
So what this means in conversation is

00:38:21.885 --> 00:38:26.525
I've got this friend who is bitching and complaining and all that kind of stuff.

00:38:26.925 --> 00:38:33.405
My initial response is gonna be to kind of, hey, man. It's not that bad, or kind of maybe back away from

00:38:33.850 --> 00:38:46.250
which is great. Like, just spend less time with them and figure out a way to get them at their best. So that's what I always say to people with you got negative family members or something. Figure out a way to only be there when they're at their best,

00:38:47.215 --> 00:38:52.015
But you have to understand that this person is in an in a story arc,

00:38:52.335 --> 00:38:55.535
and they're in a hero's journey of their own.

00:38:56.015 --> 00:38:59.935
But he might be or she is in this little victim story,

00:39:00.495 --> 00:39:00.735
and

00:39:02.390 --> 00:39:05.670
what they're doing to you by like pulling you down

00:39:05.990 --> 00:39:15.430
is pissing you off because it's pulling you out of your story arc. You wanna be successful. You wanna be confident. You wanna be happy, and then you're trying to bring them up. Guess what you're doing?

00:39:16.315 --> 00:39:18.875
You're pulling them out of their story arc.

00:39:19.915 --> 00:39:24.715
So the first thing you need to do is understand that like they're in an archetype. Mhmm. So

00:39:25.195 --> 00:39:27.515
if somebody is in this like downtrodden,

00:39:27.515 --> 00:39:28.955
beat down kind of mindset,

00:39:29.390 --> 00:39:34.190
they're in some kind of story. It might be a tragedy, but it might be a case of redemption.

00:39:34.670 --> 00:39:42.030
Then maybe the next chapter for them is when they learn the magic lesson or something, but it's never gonna be in the school hallway. It's not gonna be over

00:39:42.935 --> 00:39:54.055
a brunch or something where they get a piece of information. It's gonna be it has to be a transition because that's what the movies tell us. And you see all this shit with with Epstein, and everybody's upset with Epstein. Why?

00:39:54.710 --> 00:39:58.310
Because all of us are deeply internally

00:39:58.390 --> 00:39:59.350
craving

00:39:59.430 --> 00:40:02.310
a Steven Spielberg ending for this shit.

00:40:03.510 --> 00:40:09.830
We think that we need this we need the the story archetype to completely unfold. Big evil monster,

00:40:10.535 --> 00:40:12.935
and then big evil monster's friends,

00:40:13.415 --> 00:40:22.295
and then every movie we've ever seen in our entire life completes that story archetype with some big nasty thing happening to all of them and them all disappearing like the terminators.

00:40:24.340 --> 00:40:27.300
But what we don't realize is that those archetypes

00:40:27.460 --> 00:40:34.580
are wired into our brain, number one, without language. It's just the story can be in your brain without any any words.

00:40:34.820 --> 00:40:35.860
The story's still there.

00:40:36.695 --> 00:40:37.655
And two,

00:40:37.815 --> 00:40:40.775
that governs how we all of our shoulds,

00:40:40.935 --> 00:40:48.615
like they should be punished. They should go to jail. This should happen. Our shoulds are typically governed by little story arcs

00:40:49.430 --> 00:40:52.070
that we don't realize are playing out in our own mind.

00:40:52.550 --> 00:41:01.670
So that's a lot of like what we're seeing now. We don't get the Spielberg ending. Mhmm. And that's a hard right. That's the difficult part is that lack of resolution,

00:41:01.830 --> 00:41:02.230
and people

00:41:02.815 --> 00:41:04.735
can see how they want it to end.

00:41:05.215 --> 00:41:11.295
And so the more they want it to end like that, the less likely it's going to end like that. Right? Because we are creating this whole And

00:41:12.015 --> 00:41:14.575
so so the people listening now who

00:41:14.990 --> 00:41:16.830
are ready to like

00:41:16.990 --> 00:41:20.990
get the bad guys, have them, you know, with their pound of flesh, which

00:41:21.790 --> 00:41:22.670
clearly

00:41:22.670 --> 00:41:24.670
I think in our experience

00:41:24.910 --> 00:41:26.670
with people that are very high powered,

00:41:27.175 --> 00:41:33.655
it's never going to end that way. They're either going to get you know, fakely unalived

00:41:33.655 --> 00:41:34.455
and

00:41:34.455 --> 00:41:48.940
brought somewhere and other actors are going to be in. There's a lot of that going on right now, which I think is pretty new for people to understand, certainly for me. Like, oh shit. Like these people may not have died,

00:41:49.100 --> 00:41:51.180
and they may be taken somewhere. Yeah.

00:41:51.835 --> 00:41:54.155
And so I hired a forensic

00:41:54.795 --> 00:41:56.155
facial expert

00:41:57.115 --> 00:41:59.995
to look at one of these things of Ghislain Maxwell.

00:42:00.075 --> 00:42:09.970
There is someone from Canada where somebody walked past her and said Ghislain, and she turned. She was in Canada. She had a hat on like on a street in Quebec. I haven't seen that. Oh. That was some of the lady that they brought up to

00:42:10.530 --> 00:42:24.075
be questioned. Oh, yeah. Yeah. With the fat nose and different ears and everything. Yeah. And it show so this woman was we we did this whole interview for a YouTube video, and it's so controversial I decided I'm not gonna make a video about it.

00:42:24.955 --> 00:42:28.315
But I don't know. I'm not I'm no expert, so I called this

00:42:28.635 --> 00:42:29.675
this woman,

00:42:30.155 --> 00:42:32.795
and she said the ears are just like fingerprints,

00:42:33.195 --> 00:42:36.155
and you can't change your ears, and you can't change your fingerprints.

00:42:36.660 --> 00:42:39.380
And she said this is a different person,

00:42:40.180 --> 00:42:41.060
and I

00:42:41.380 --> 00:42:43.700
don't claim to be an expert on it, but that's

00:42:44.180 --> 00:42:46.500
that's terrifying and hilarious

00:42:47.060 --> 00:42:50.555
at the same time. It's just like the tragic comedy

00:42:51.195 --> 00:43:00.795
archetype. We think we're in the redemption thing where the bad guy goes to jail. We're in I think this is like the tragic comedy story. We're in the wrong we're thinking of the wrong

00:43:01.275 --> 00:43:04.715
story type. Are you familiar with the concept of Satan's little season?

00:43:06.210 --> 00:43:12.770
No. Okay. So the idea is that basically I just love having him here. He comes in with these just

00:43:13.410 --> 00:43:16.770
So the the idea is that we we had about

00:43:16.930 --> 00:43:20.210
nine hundred to a thousand years inserted into our timeline,

00:43:20.675 --> 00:43:24.195
that the whole notion of the dark ages is complete fallacy.

00:43:24.195 --> 00:43:25.875
And it was basically done to

00:43:26.275 --> 00:43:27.475
steal property,

00:43:28.675 --> 00:43:29.235
to

00:43:30.195 --> 00:43:32.115
create new power centers.

00:43:32.995 --> 00:43:36.435
So the concept of Satan's little season little season is that

00:43:37.130 --> 00:43:37.930
Christ,

00:43:38.330 --> 00:43:39.610
about fifty years,

00:43:40.010 --> 00:43:41.690
came back after his

00:43:42.010 --> 00:43:44.010
birth, resurrection, then ascension,

00:43:45.130 --> 00:43:55.595
and then came after crucifixion, and then resurrection, and ascension came back, and then there was the what's called the millennial reign. And the millennial reign was about a thousand years of peace and prosperity.

00:43:55.595 --> 00:44:06.640
That's where we get Tartarian buildings. That's why all these capitals and that have this extraordinary architecture that just doesn't make any sense when you really look at it in terms of time, place, capacities,

00:44:07.920 --> 00:44:08.800
workforce,

00:44:08.800 --> 00:44:27.705
population sizes. Like, none of our none of the major capitals throughout The United States and most of the world make any sense when you realize the means of the means of architecture, the comparative architecture styles with the main buildings versus the dwellings where most people live. Wow. Like, it just doesn't make any sense. You can go to Chicago with a new set of eyes. We both spent a lot of time in Chicago. Like,

00:44:28.425 --> 00:44:29.545
it's unbelievable.

00:44:29.840 --> 00:44:42.640
I mean, you know, the the Museum of Art, the Museum of Industry, I mean, just doesn't make any sense given how far they had to go. So the idea is that Christ survived. He had a millennial reign of a thousand years. This was Tartaria,

00:44:42.640 --> 00:44:44.640
free energy, and so forth, and all these buildings.

00:44:45.235 --> 00:44:47.155
And then right about 1776

00:44:47.395 --> 00:44:52.515
Is this in another dimension or are they saying this happened here? This happened here. Then in 1776,

00:44:52.515 --> 00:44:56.115
the millennial reign ended and the little season began.

00:44:56.275 --> 00:44:58.595
And this is two hundred and fifty years where Satan

00:44:58.840 --> 00:45:03.400
has the run of the land and the rule of the land, and everything's inverted.

00:45:03.480 --> 00:45:05.320
So we live in an inverted world

00:45:05.480 --> 00:45:07.960
where, you know, corruption is rewarded,

00:45:09.320 --> 00:45:11.720
and there's a there's a YouTube guy,

00:45:12.355 --> 00:45:13.155
scholar,

00:45:13.155 --> 00:45:18.915
podcaster named Paul Hobbs, who was actually on Alex Zech's podcast, really went into the whole little season.

00:45:19.315 --> 00:45:30.290
And gosh, does it make sense that they basically fake the dark ages in order to totally disorient us in this world. Yeah. Humans. Yeah. Humans fake the dark ages,

00:45:30.450 --> 00:45:34.690
and that basically time has happened much faster. I mean, you think about it in some ways,

00:45:35.490 --> 00:45:44.425
could humans really have nine fifty years where we just don't evolve at all, where we just stay completely the same? There's just no evolution in thought, technology, art. Nothing

00:45:45.145 --> 00:45:45.945
happens.

00:45:46.505 --> 00:46:00.200
And so we are now towards the end of the two hundred and fifty year millennial reign, which is why all this evil is getting exposed, and the inversion is becoming so apparent to us because Satan's little season is coming to a close and this So this year would be the end?

00:46:00.760 --> 00:46:12.040
Pretty yeah. Pretty much like it's Like literally, yes. It's two hundred fifty years since then, and so there's some buffering and doesn't actually happen like at but but yeah. In this

00:46:13.535 --> 00:46:20.175
I've never heard any of this. Oh, it's it's really interesting. It's really, really rich. And when you combine it with some of these like

00:46:20.495 --> 00:46:26.495
modern architectural analysis that's going on, the possibility of a mud flood, how so many of these significant buildings,

00:46:26.900 --> 00:46:28.500
the basements are actually

00:46:28.820 --> 00:46:37.620
normal stories of windows that that were buried under a mud flood. Yeah. Like, there's there's some real evidence that this shit was completely real. The changing of our calendar

00:46:37.780 --> 00:46:43.915
from a thirteen month, twenty eight day. Like, our calendar makes no sense. Like, November.

00:46:43.915 --> 00:46:45.915
You know? Nine months

00:46:46.075 --> 00:46:48.475
is actually the eleventh month of the year.

00:46:48.795 --> 00:46:50.195
December

00:46:50.195 --> 00:46:51.595
10

00:46:51.675 --> 00:46:53.835
is the twelfth month of the year. Sept,

00:46:54.170 --> 00:46:54.970
seven

00:46:55.050 --> 00:46:59.050
is the '9 you know, the ninth month of the year that everything's been

00:46:59.370 --> 00:47:21.215
inverted, oct. You know? October is should be '9. It's the tenth. You know? It's like, October should be '8, and it's the tenth. Everything's been inverted. And if you look at our calendar with the jumbling of twenty eight days, thirty days, thirty one days, there's it works out perfectly to twenty eight days that have been inserted into the calendar. So we naturally should have had a thirteen month calendar.

00:47:21.455 --> 00:47:23.695
Every Monday starts the same, you know,

00:47:24.950 --> 00:47:25.750
holidays,

00:47:25.830 --> 00:47:26.630
worship,

00:47:27.030 --> 00:47:29.510
timing of crops and harvesting seasons,

00:47:29.510 --> 00:47:31.350
everything was menstruation.

00:47:31.430 --> 00:47:35.430
Everything was completely organized. With thirteen months. With twenty eight months.

00:47:35.670 --> 00:47:40.515
You have twenty eight days. Okay. So everything in this realm has been inverted,

00:47:40.515 --> 00:47:42.355
that we're living in this inversion.

00:47:42.515 --> 00:47:50.995
Which if you think about like corruption gets rewarded, it's inversion, you know. I just saw a new thing from Florida where Epstein seemed to be driving in a brand new big convertible BMW.

00:47:51.300 --> 00:47:54.500
Somebody pulled up next to him, and they're like, what the fuck?

00:47:55.780 --> 00:48:05.220
Which would make perfect sense because he was in Israel before, and Israel's getting bombed now. So now, you know, you know, he would be in Florida. He's headed back to Tampa. Yeah. He's headed back to back to Florida.

00:48:06.635 --> 00:48:12.235
What insights have you What is this calendar thing? Is it called the is it a Gregorian?

00:48:12.235 --> 00:48:13.915
The Gregorian calendar,

00:48:13.915 --> 00:48:16.875
which supposedly like in the year 1345,

00:48:17.355 --> 00:48:18.235
Pope Gregory

00:48:19.450 --> 00:48:20.170
basically

00:48:20.250 --> 00:48:25.050
needed to find a way to disorient the pagan organization of the world,

00:48:25.370 --> 00:48:26.890
insert the Roman

00:48:26.890 --> 00:48:27.930
Catholicism,

00:48:27.930 --> 00:48:33.690
which was basically just a mechanism so the ancient families of Rome could find a new way to lord and rule over the world,

00:48:35.215 --> 00:48:36.015
you know, which is

00:48:36.575 --> 00:48:40.815
goes back to the 13 ruling families and like the kind of deep, deeper

00:48:41.135 --> 00:48:42.095
conspiracy,

00:48:42.095 --> 00:48:47.695
which I don't think is any real area of your expertise, we should kind of what what I kind of want to drive at is like like,

00:48:48.360 --> 00:49:06.065
so you've done all this traditional brain work, all this traditional academic study, all this outside of academic channel study, all this business and life experience, now coaching experience, and now you've added these deep, deep psychedelic explorations where you're a leader in the field of kind of psychedelic research and personal experimentation,

00:49:06.065 --> 00:49:12.465
like what the fuck is going on? Where the fuck are we? What instrument In reality? What

00:49:12.465 --> 00:49:13.345
have

00:49:13.985 --> 00:49:16.625
you Even if it's just, I know, I don't know,

00:49:17.980 --> 00:49:24.380
what are some insights and revelations that you've kind of had as you've moved from traditional course of study into this now

00:49:24.940 --> 00:49:27.020
area of psychedelic expertise?

00:49:27.580 --> 00:49:31.500
Every single thing that I've ever seen in quantum mechanics,

00:49:31.500 --> 00:49:31.740
science,

00:49:32.985 --> 00:49:37.465
every lesson I've ever learned on a journey, and every lesson I've ever even heard about

00:49:37.865 --> 00:49:39.385
or or even

00:49:39.865 --> 00:49:41.545
that exists in research

00:49:41.945 --> 00:49:47.865
that people learn on on like these deep psychedelic experiences goes back to the the seven hermetic principles.

00:49:48.960 --> 00:49:50.720
And every time there's a breakthrough

00:49:51.040 --> 00:49:57.280
Can you can you just do them real quick for our audience? I don't I don't have them memorized. Just The first two are the most important though.

00:49:58.400 --> 00:50:01.840
The first one is all is mind. The universe is mental.

00:50:04.185 --> 00:50:06.345
Law number two is the law of correspondence.

00:50:06.745 --> 00:50:10.905
This is as above so below. Mhmm. Oh, yeah. So here's my spiel,

00:50:11.705 --> 00:50:17.865
and I and I'm not married to this idea, and I don't I don't subscribe to any one idea. I just think it's very interesting.

00:50:18.720 --> 00:50:21.360
That if you're in a dream right now,

00:50:23.760 --> 00:50:26.480
and you're let's say you're dreaming that you're in this room,

00:50:26.880 --> 00:50:29.200
the distance from you to that fireplace

00:50:29.200 --> 00:50:29.920
is

00:50:30.080 --> 00:50:32.160
probably 17 feet. Right?

00:50:32.875 --> 00:50:37.755
But what is the distance in your and in the dream, you're looking through your eyes,

00:50:39.115 --> 00:50:42.555
but the eyes that you're seeing with in the dream do not exist.

00:50:44.235 --> 00:50:47.675
But why can't you make a decision to see out of your stomach in your dream?

00:50:49.720 --> 00:50:55.400
You force yourself to look out of your eyes. And also as a fun fact, nobody dreams about cell phones.

00:50:56.360 --> 00:50:56.840
Nobody

00:50:59.895 --> 00:51:00.695
ever.

00:51:01.175 --> 00:51:03.095
Wait. Oh, yeah. Wait.

00:51:03.975 --> 00:51:05.175
Let That's

00:51:05.815 --> 00:51:11.335
a whole another theory. Let's let's pin in that one because I wanna come back to that. Let's come back to that.

00:51:11.655 --> 00:51:19.530
Alright. So you're in the dream. The distance from you to this fireplace, 14 feet, but in the dream, this distance is made out of what?

00:51:22.250 --> 00:51:27.290
What is the material that makes up this distance between you and the fireplace in real life?

00:51:27.850 --> 00:51:30.570
If you're looking in reality, there is no distance.

00:51:31.565 --> 00:51:33.485
Right? So the fireplace

00:51:34.045 --> 00:51:38.765
is not real, but what about the the you that's looking at the fireplace in the dream?

00:51:39.005 --> 00:51:44.445
Also not real. Right. But what is this fireplace made out of if you're dreaming? It's made out of you.

00:51:47.010 --> 00:51:48.610
Everything is recursive

00:51:49.010 --> 00:51:51.330
back to some point of consciousness.

00:51:51.410 --> 00:52:02.125
Does this make sense so far? Yeah. So there is no such thing as distance in a dream because everything that I'm looking at in the dream is made out of chase. Mhmm. This is all me.

00:52:02.525 --> 00:52:05.085
So the all is mind in the dream.

00:52:05.405 --> 00:52:07.245
Does this make sense so far? Mhmm.

00:52:07.645 --> 00:52:14.205
And if anyone's ever into lucid dreaming or trying to get into lucid dreaming, it's like you can explore consciousness that way

00:52:14.710 --> 00:52:15.590
big time.

00:52:16.390 --> 00:52:19.670
And there's a there's a supplement called galantamine,

00:52:19.670 --> 00:52:24.070
which is all also a prescription Alzheimer's drug, which is like 100%

00:52:24.070 --> 00:52:31.305
guaranteed lucid dreaming. The one piece of advice I would give people if you're trying to go into lucid dreaming is do not use the toilets.

00:52:31.545 --> 00:52:32.505
They don't work

00:52:35.065 --> 00:52:36.745
because you'll piss the bed.

00:52:38.585 --> 00:52:39.945
Oh, that's interesting.

00:52:40.345 --> 00:52:42.265
Don't use the toilets in a lucid dream.

00:52:45.530 --> 00:52:46.330
Okay.

00:52:46.330 --> 00:52:48.410
So let's say we're in that dream space.

00:52:48.730 --> 00:52:49.370
The

00:52:49.850 --> 00:52:51.930
separation is an illusion

00:52:52.970 --> 00:52:54.090
in the dream.

00:52:54.330 --> 00:52:56.890
So the separation between me and this microphone

00:52:57.225 --> 00:53:00.025
is just something that's fabricated through consciousness

00:53:00.265 --> 00:53:01.865
because that's me.

00:53:02.105 --> 00:53:04.665
If I'm dreaming right now, this is me.

00:53:04.665 --> 00:53:08.185
You're me. You're me. The separation is an illusion.

00:53:08.505 --> 00:53:13.740
So when we say as above, so below, what if we took that dream world, an individual

00:53:15.020 --> 00:53:15.820
dreaming,

00:53:15.820 --> 00:53:18.060
and then took it up to a collective

00:53:18.140 --> 00:53:18.940
dream?

00:53:20.620 --> 00:53:23.580
So what if that's just a a layer below,

00:53:24.060 --> 00:53:28.875
and this is just the next layer of it? So just the thought that there are

00:53:29.435 --> 00:53:34.075
doors here, and tables, and carpet, and all this stuff might just be consciousness,

00:53:35.275 --> 00:53:39.995
and that is like the most modern discoveries in quantum mechanics and

00:53:40.710 --> 00:53:42.790
quantum neuropsychology

00:53:43.110 --> 00:53:45.590
are starting to prove that our brains are quantum.

00:53:45.670 --> 00:53:47.910
Like, one third of the atoms or

00:53:48.550 --> 00:53:50.630
particles inside of our brain are gone

00:53:50.870 --> 00:53:51.910
at any given time,

00:53:52.485 --> 00:53:56.245
like 24 a day. One third of them are existing in some other place.

00:53:56.805 --> 00:54:01.125
And then what about the material realm? Because you have hands in your dream,

00:54:01.365 --> 00:54:02.965
but the hand doesn't exist.

00:54:04.245 --> 00:54:12.700
But in the dream you can touch it. You can squeeze it. You can test it. You can taste it. You can smell it. Everything is provably real inside of a dream.

00:54:15.340 --> 00:54:18.380
So what if this is just level or we're on the 2nd Floor?

00:54:19.420 --> 00:54:21.180
So it's just a dream within a dream.

00:54:22.655 --> 00:54:23.935
Yeah. Yeah.

00:54:25.775 --> 00:54:31.535
And I don't a 100% subscribe to that there. I just think it's just mind blowing Right. All by itself. Right.

00:54:32.655 --> 00:54:34.335
It's a harder one to get to.

00:54:34.920 --> 00:54:42.360
By the way, I do have the other hermetic principles, which I I do love as well. I think the three is polarity. Right? Or

00:54:42.600 --> 00:54:45.000
In no particular order, but Polarity,

00:54:45.000 --> 00:54:48.840
opposites are two ends of the same spectrum, hot cold,

00:54:49.000 --> 00:54:49.560
love hate.

00:54:50.295 --> 00:54:51.255
Vibration,

00:54:51.255 --> 00:54:55.335
everything is in motion and constantly constantly vibrating.

00:54:55.735 --> 00:54:56.775
The one that

00:54:57.575 --> 00:54:59.255
I think really helps me

00:54:59.655 --> 00:55:04.615
is the law of rhythm, which everything moves in cycles and flows. And so

00:55:04.880 --> 00:55:06.560
when things are going great,

00:55:06.800 --> 00:55:10.640
like just not subscribing too much to how great things are because

00:55:11.040 --> 00:55:13.760
they need to come back down to the

00:55:13.920 --> 00:55:16.240
ebb. Yeah. You know? And

00:55:16.735 --> 00:55:18.255
when conversely,

00:55:18.255 --> 00:55:20.975
when things are feeling really shitty, it's like

00:55:21.455 --> 00:55:24.575
this too shall pass. And just like knowing that

00:55:24.815 --> 00:55:26.335
this kind of

00:55:28.415 --> 00:55:34.520
orientation needs to complete its cycle much like the hero's journey, and just like trusting,

00:55:34.920 --> 00:55:38.200
staying in it for me has been super helpful.

00:55:38.680 --> 00:55:42.360
And then cause and effect, nothing happens by chance. Every action

00:55:42.360 --> 00:55:43.400
creates a result.

00:55:44.475 --> 00:55:45.675
And then gender,

00:55:46.155 --> 00:55:50.795
masculine and feminine principles exist in all things and drive creation.

00:55:51.675 --> 00:55:58.795
But yeah, everything Which when you think about that in terms of the inversion and how hard they work to confuse that hermetic principle.

00:56:00.320 --> 00:56:10.240
Yeah. That's Satan's little season right there, to invert and confuse everything. Well, the beginning lie that you have to sell to everyone to really psyop the entire world,

00:56:10.560 --> 00:56:12.240
it has to start with separation.

00:56:12.955 --> 00:56:16.555
That has to be step one. Like, if you're doing something evil,

00:56:17.115 --> 00:56:20.395
separation has to be step one. If I want you to hate you,

00:56:21.035 --> 00:56:23.275
I have to convince you that that's not you.

00:56:24.650 --> 00:56:30.810
Right? Because if I view everything as one, like if we are all not connected, but if we're all one,

00:56:31.210 --> 00:56:33.130
I don't need morality anymore.

00:56:33.370 --> 00:56:41.045
I don't I don't have morals. I'm just protecting me. Right. I'm doing good for other people because that's me. There's no

00:56:41.605 --> 00:56:42.805
morality there,

00:56:43.365 --> 00:56:46.885
but here's the here's the biggest one. If we can go on a little deepened

00:56:47.125 --> 00:56:50.085
tangent. Please. A little deeper than before.

00:56:50.885 --> 00:56:54.805
This is another one from Alan Watts, but he said if you were suppose you're God,

00:56:56.260 --> 00:56:59.540
and you can dream, you can experiment, and do all these experiments,

00:56:59.780 --> 00:57:07.460
you're going to have trillions and trillions of years worth of dreams, and eventually you're to be like, yeah, this sucks. I need to add some dragons or some

00:57:07.780 --> 00:57:09.380
cliffs and like

00:57:10.225 --> 00:57:15.345
somebody trying to stab me and stuff like that. It doesn't mean anything unless there's some stakes.

00:57:15.745 --> 00:57:23.905
So then you do that for another trillion years, but you you still know that you're God, and you still was like, oh, yeah. Fuck you, dragon. Like, you know, he cut his head off or whatever.

00:57:25.100 --> 00:57:28.780
He said it it just going along with this thought experiment,

00:57:29.260 --> 00:57:32.700
no matter what, eventually you will reach a point

00:57:33.180 --> 00:57:37.660
where the only way to enjoy anything is to forget that you are God,

00:57:39.695 --> 00:57:41.215
and you have to forget.

00:57:41.375 --> 00:57:43.615
It's the only way to make anything meaningful,

00:57:44.335 --> 00:57:45.375
and man,

00:57:45.775 --> 00:57:48.975
that hit me in the chest when I heard it for the first time.

00:57:49.695 --> 00:57:55.820
You're gonna I mean, no matter what, you'll reach a point where you don't want to know that because everything's meaningless,

00:57:57.020 --> 00:57:58.540
and it's hard to have any

00:57:58.940 --> 00:58:00.780
stakes. You can't have stakes

00:58:00.860 --> 00:58:01.980
if you're God.

00:58:03.340 --> 00:58:10.295
I know that one, the exact one you're talking about, and I think a buddy of mine, Baretta, did a

00:58:11.575 --> 00:58:17.975
musical accompaniment to that one, which I'll I'll see if I can find it and have Lindsay post it Yeah. In the

00:58:18.455 --> 00:58:25.180
in the show notes. But it is like I remember when I heard it, I was like, what the fuck? It's like to convince you

00:58:25.580 --> 00:58:30.700
that you aren't God. And it's like, holy shit. Because you would end up in this particular dream

00:58:31.020 --> 00:58:33.260
out of all the dreams, and it's like, holy shit.

00:58:33.915 --> 00:58:36.635
Yeah. What a cool dream. Mhmm. Yeah.

00:58:38.075 --> 00:58:41.595
So I mean, in all the all the research that they're doing,

00:58:41.995 --> 00:58:42.795
they're finding

00:58:45.115 --> 00:58:48.955
too much of the research right now is just materialist reductionism.

00:58:49.830 --> 00:58:51.910
Like, if if we have an orchestra,

00:58:52.150 --> 00:58:56.550
I will never begin to understand music by dissecting a cello.

00:58:57.270 --> 00:59:12.515
Could spend five thousand years dissecting sheet music and cello and put it under a microscope. It doesn't do anything. It doesn't help me understand music at all, and that's what science does. It's reduce it down to every single material element,

00:59:12.675 --> 00:59:16.835
strip it into a million pieces, and stick each one under a microscope and study it.

00:59:17.670 --> 00:59:20.230
But I think there's something that's immaterial

00:59:20.550 --> 00:59:24.310
that we just don't understand yet. We're a baby species.

00:59:24.710 --> 00:59:26.550
We haven't been here very long.

00:59:26.790 --> 00:59:28.790
Have you heard the theory that we're not from Earth?

00:59:30.085 --> 00:59:31.125
Have you heard this?

00:59:33.125 --> 00:59:36.885
Yes. In multiple different forms. So Like Anunnaki

00:59:37.125 --> 00:59:37.685
Yeah.

00:59:38.165 --> 00:59:39.205
Impregnated

00:59:40.245 --> 00:59:44.085
our ancestors or something? Yeah. So the Anunnaki are the fallen angels,

00:59:44.165 --> 00:59:46.680
and 200 of them were cast out of heaven.

00:59:47.240 --> 00:59:47.720
And

00:59:48.280 --> 01:00:05.925
well, first they were put here as the watchers to protect God's sacred realm. And then they saw like, oh, there's some pretty good looking women here, and, you know, so I wanna so they started having sex with the humans of God's creation and then created the Nephilim, which were half human,

01:00:07.205 --> 01:00:07.685
half

01:00:08.165 --> 01:00:09.125
fallen angels.

01:00:09.480 --> 01:00:14.760
And that's where these like 13 families that supposedly rule the world, they're still the direct

01:00:14.920 --> 01:00:15.800
Nephilim.

01:00:15.800 --> 01:00:18.840
So there's a really good there's a really podcast

01:00:18.840 --> 01:00:27.525
I like that I've been on called Nephilim Death Squad where they go into all this shit all the time. And they're always like, yeah, it's just Nephilim shit. Like, all the stuff that we're dealing with is just these fucking

01:00:27.685 --> 01:00:31.525
egoic fallen angels who separated themselves from God and impregnated

01:00:31.525 --> 01:00:34.485
human women, created this kind of subspecies.

01:00:34.485 --> 01:00:42.860
It's all just this elitist subspecies group having these battles for supremacy where sometimes they work together and sometimes they're fighting against each other.

01:00:43.260 --> 01:00:49.020
It's all very fatiguing at this point. Like, I would like to have a time out. I'm really just

01:00:49.340 --> 01:01:02.805
you know, I have children, and I have, like, mundane things I'd like to see for them. Like my both my kids are very good athletes, you know. Like they love their sport. I love watching their sport. Like the thing I can imagine you sitting there at like a football

01:01:03.125 --> 01:01:10.430
game or soccer game, your kids playing, all the parents are watching their kids, and inside your brain you're going like, what if there were ancient reptiles

01:01:10.670 --> 01:01:21.710
and they mated with humans in the DNA? And like you're going through all this shit in your head. So dude, you have no idea. It affects me so much. First off, I'm a great parent in terms of like love, attentiveness,

01:01:21.710 --> 01:01:22.510
you know, food.

01:01:23.785 --> 01:01:54.215
My wife and I do an incredible job. I am so bad with like discipline and work ethic because I'm like, oh, fuck. Go. Fine. I'll do the dishes. Go hang out with your friends. You know? Okay. Don't do the chore. I'll do it. Because like, know, it's like poof. It's all gonna be gone, you know, in a second. So like, it really this this level of nihilism that's in fact affected our world really affects my parenting in terms of like discipline. And I'm raising kids that like they have really good like sport work ethics, but like if I ask them to do I have this thing called the three to one ratio.

01:01:54.375 --> 01:02:00.375
Like if I ask my kids to do something, there is a three x complaining to the one x of the task.

01:02:00.535 --> 01:02:04.695
So I have ninety seconds of fighting for thirty seconds of putting dishes away.

01:02:06.770 --> 01:02:13.410
So it's You're describing my life too. Yes. So but basically, I'm so concerned that this is this this illusion,

01:02:13.490 --> 01:02:31.715
which has brought me like a lot of joy and children, and I got to get 19 tackles against Ohio State in one moment of my life. You know? It's like I want my kids to have those tastes. So I don't I'm terrible with the discipline. It totally influences like our home. At Taco, sure. Spend okay. It's fine. Go do it. It's alright.

01:02:32.890 --> 01:02:40.010
I'm the same way. Are you that way too? Yeah. I I've shifted a little bit because it's been I think required,

01:02:41.210 --> 01:02:43.050
but but I had a similar

01:02:43.210 --> 01:02:51.905
kind of orientation like But drinking coffee. They'll figure it out when they need to. I mean, they they are brought up in a completely different world, in a completely different level

01:02:52.465 --> 01:02:53.025
of

01:02:53.505 --> 01:02:54.545
prosperity

01:02:54.545 --> 01:03:01.025
than I grew up in, and that really served me like it did each of us here. And

01:03:01.425 --> 01:03:02.625
they don't have

01:03:02.865 --> 01:03:03.585
the same,

01:03:06.650 --> 01:03:07.290
yeah,

01:03:07.610 --> 01:03:13.210
the same suite of options available to them. They're much different. Some would argue much better.

01:03:13.610 --> 01:03:22.135
I don't know. They didn't choose that well, maybe they did choose. I mean, we could argue about that if they chose to come in as our kids,

01:03:22.455 --> 01:03:26.295
but you know I have a lot of empathy for them because

01:03:26.535 --> 01:03:30.775
growing up with with more resources doesn't make your life better.

01:03:31.095 --> 01:03:32.215
And and they've

01:03:32.535 --> 01:03:35.015
expressed that to me recently like

01:03:36.350 --> 01:03:38.030
people just not understanding,

01:03:38.030 --> 01:03:41.550
thinking that they grew up in this really nice house and

01:03:41.790 --> 01:03:48.750
the like, that it doesn't mean that their life is easier. In some ways it's more challenging because they don't have the natural

01:03:49.310 --> 01:03:50.110
obstacles

01:03:50.785 --> 01:03:52.945
that we had. And their path

01:03:53.585 --> 01:03:56.385
ahead of them is is much more obscured,

01:03:56.385 --> 01:03:58.545
particularly now with yeah.

01:03:58.865 --> 01:03:59.825
AI and

01:04:00.545 --> 01:04:05.825
And it's got to be more self defined for the kids. Like for us it was easier in a way like, you know,

01:04:07.250 --> 01:04:39.000
do you want do you want to live in the same level of struggle that your parents did, and or do you want to get out of this small town in Maine? Like it was a lot more like, oh, I want to get out of the small town in Maine, so I'm going to do well in school. I'm going to kick ass in hockey. I'm going to get into this school, and then I get this opportunity, you know, with commodity trading, and I'm gonna completely go for it because I don't wanna live in this tiny little fucking town. But all of a sudden, you're living in Austin, and you're like, it's a great house, and a great home, and a great mom, and a great dad, and you're like, oh, fuck. Like, you know, how you define ambition. You know? I talk to my kids directly about that.

01:04:39.480 --> 01:04:44.840
I'm like, you know, like, a young person, you have to have some level of healthy ambition

01:04:44.920 --> 01:04:47.240
to propel your life forward. Yeah.

01:04:48.535 --> 01:04:54.535
And I think, like, the one thing I really, really hammered down on my kids, like, you can have

01:04:54.935 --> 01:04:58.695
shitty grades every once in a while. You could do all that kind of stuff. I don't care that much.

01:04:59.095 --> 01:05:01.175
It's just like, just look around

01:05:01.600 --> 01:05:02.240
at

01:05:02.640 --> 01:05:05.360
everybody the more connected somebody is online,

01:05:05.600 --> 01:05:14.080
the more you have loneliness, anxiety, depression Mhmm. Crazy amounts of stuff. It's like living in a big city like this almost guarantees

01:05:14.240 --> 01:05:15.520
loneliness and depression.

01:05:16.705 --> 01:05:22.305
And it's like if you just look at the people who are happier, who live longer, have less heart disease, less

01:05:22.545 --> 01:05:25.825
fill in the blank, less. They're socially connected.

01:05:26.065 --> 01:05:41.800
They know who their neighbors are. They they talk to people in three dimensions a lot more. And I mean, I don't remember the town, but and they were still smoked cigarettes and stuff every day. It's not like they were like vegans and had this crazy weird diet or anything. It's just that they were connected

01:05:41.880 --> 01:05:52.715
to nature because we are nature. We are we're not like, I need to go outside and spend time in nature. It's like, that's me out there. And like the further you get, you get into these cities,

01:05:53.195 --> 01:05:56.315
it's like a little factory for apathy,

01:05:56.555 --> 01:05:57.515
and depression,

01:05:57.515 --> 01:06:00.155
and anxiety, and all that stuff. Mhmm. Loneliness.

01:06:00.155 --> 01:06:04.520
Mhmm. Rampant loneliness. Yeah. And then the more resources you have,

01:06:04.680 --> 01:06:08.280
the less you're seeking out your neighbors for support

01:06:08.680 --> 01:06:16.040
so that you're all pitching in together. It's like, oh, I'm self reliant, and then that just becomes more isolating. I know that for me personally,

01:06:17.035 --> 01:06:22.475
this idea of being self reliant, was amazing for me as you were saying, like coming up,

01:06:22.875 --> 01:06:27.675
you know, in Winthrop, Maine and Yeah. Like knowing that I needed to rely on myself

01:06:28.235 --> 01:06:32.635
as I became much older and I still had such an

01:06:31.940 --> 01:06:32.820
identification

01:06:32.820 --> 01:06:33.540
with that,

01:06:33.940 --> 01:06:37.700
it was just creating more distance with me and my wife because

01:06:37.700 --> 01:06:40.500
I wasn't seeking out her support

01:06:40.980 --> 01:06:41.780
because

01:06:42.020 --> 01:06:45.460
I really felt like I needed to do it on my own, and that was just,

01:06:46.025 --> 01:06:52.345
you know, as I've let go of that and and reached out to her and tried to find ways for us to connect in that way,

01:06:52.665 --> 01:06:54.905
we're more of a partnership now.

01:06:56.505 --> 01:06:57.705
That is beautiful,

01:06:58.025 --> 01:06:58.665
and I'm glad.

01:07:00.740 --> 01:07:04.740
This goes back to just everything that we've been talking about is

01:07:05.620 --> 01:07:07.060
it's the archetype.

01:07:07.380 --> 01:07:08.900
You get you start

01:07:08.900 --> 01:07:14.900
using, like, I need a big house. I need to go to the country club. I need to go to all these things. You're fulfilling an archetype,

01:07:15.345 --> 01:07:21.105
and that's all you're really doing. And you're just kind of trying to do a Spielberg story,

01:07:21.665 --> 01:07:26.305
and we're not really creating like, what are the things that get I can get real value from?

01:07:26.625 --> 01:07:29.265
And I made a YouTube video like a year ago

01:07:30.130 --> 01:07:32.210
called Earth is a video game.

01:07:32.930 --> 01:07:35.650
I think that's the name of it. But I basically

01:07:36.050 --> 01:07:37.570
I made a tutorial

01:07:38.290 --> 01:07:39.970
and a a review

01:07:40.130 --> 01:07:42.690
of of this planet as if it were a video game,

01:07:43.715 --> 01:07:44.355
and

01:07:44.515 --> 01:07:52.755
just kind of like, here are the things you need to do to win. Like, if you want to figure out like how to win at life, look at the regrets of dying people. There is no better teacher

01:07:52.995 --> 01:08:09.860
than than looking at the regrets of people that are dying. I wish I had spent more time with family. I wish I'd have paid more attention to my friends. I wish I'd have checked in with people more often. I wish I read more books. I wish I it's never about anything else than like the real shit that that really fulfills us,

01:08:10.445 --> 01:08:18.525
And it's very simple. There's not some secret method to happiness. Just look at the regrets of dying people, and you will see the code to life.

01:08:18.925 --> 01:08:25.890
I don't know whether I spoke to you about I think I might have mentioned this last time. I don't know. We're like an old married couple now. We get together. We talk about the same shit. So

01:08:26.610 --> 01:08:29.650
I have this theory that mushrooms

01:08:29.970 --> 01:08:36.450
work on the vertical axis. So it's the it's the the Earth's kind of

01:08:36.930 --> 01:08:37.730
geomorphic,

01:08:37.845 --> 01:08:38.725
sublime,

01:08:38.725 --> 01:08:39.845
divine energy

01:08:39.925 --> 01:08:41.685
compressed into this fungus.

01:08:41.845 --> 01:08:54.459
You ingest the fungus, and then it opens you up to the divine. And it works from the divine through you to the earth Yeah. The earth through you to the divine. And it's opening up that corridor. So basically on this earth plane, you can live healthier, happier,

01:08:54.940 --> 01:09:00.220
a more productive, enjoyable, meaningful life. And that the other psychedelics,

01:09:00.940 --> 01:09:03.740
DMT and so forth, work on a horizontal plane.

01:09:04.300 --> 01:09:11.075
And it's a little more precarious when you're in the horizontal horizontal plane because other shit from dimensions and timelines can kind of jump in.

01:09:11.795 --> 01:09:17.794
Having done a wealth of both, what do you think of that theory, and have you had any experiences

01:09:18.355 --> 01:09:21.155
to kind of validate or invalidate?

01:09:22.400 --> 01:09:27.360
I was the forty first person in the world to do intravenous DMT

01:09:27.520 --> 01:09:29.520
for five hours. Five hours.

01:09:29.760 --> 01:09:35.920
Just for our audience to know Actually, that was you were about to do it when we sat here last.

01:09:36.000 --> 01:09:41.305
Yeah. Yeah. And so I I would love to have you share about that experience

01:09:41.865 --> 01:09:50.105
well. For reference, most d m other DMT, they can be a long time in the dimensions you go into, but they're really just about twenty minutes a DMT experience.

01:09:50.570 --> 01:09:56.250
Yeah. I think the average is eight. Eight. Okay. So you went in for five hours. Yeah. What could go wrong?

01:09:58.330 --> 01:10:02.570
So I mean, just for the record, I went in for neuroplasticity.

01:10:02.570 --> 01:10:06.250
Yeah. I got the results of a brain scan and and like

01:10:06.715 --> 01:10:09.915
38% of my brain is not even working

01:10:11.595 --> 01:10:19.515
to the point where I shouldn't really be able to function very well, and I and I'm fine. I'm better than I've been in my better than I was in my twenties now.

01:10:20.560 --> 01:10:21.200
And

01:10:22.880 --> 01:10:24.960
I I wanted the neurogenesis,

01:10:24.960 --> 01:10:28.160
which means, like, when when you're on a psychedelic,

01:10:29.200 --> 01:10:32.080
neurogenesis means that your brain is getting this

01:10:32.745 --> 01:10:34.905
boost of a chemical called BDNF,

01:10:34.905 --> 01:10:37.705
brain derived nootrophic factor,

01:10:38.105 --> 01:10:40.585
and the BDNF helps new little babies

01:10:40.665 --> 01:10:46.185
baby neurons get made, which are like 99% of them, 95% of them are in the hippocampus

01:10:46.185 --> 01:10:47.705
area that we know of

01:10:48.560 --> 01:10:49.360
only.

01:10:50.800 --> 01:10:52.640
And it also enables

01:10:52.640 --> 01:10:55.120
this other thing called LTP,

01:10:55.120 --> 01:10:56.800
long term potentiation,

01:10:57.360 --> 01:10:59.360
which means that your neurons can

01:10:59.840 --> 01:11:03.440
get a divorce when they need to, which is long term depotentiation,

01:11:04.035 --> 01:11:09.235
and they can get married to ones that they need to. So like if you have a damaged area of your brain here,

01:11:09.955 --> 01:11:10.595
this

01:11:12.115 --> 01:11:14.035
what's called it's neuroplasticity,

01:11:14.035 --> 01:11:17.395
but there's a subtype of neuroplasticity called synaptic plasticity

01:11:17.680 --> 01:11:19.200
where the synapses

01:11:19.280 --> 01:11:20.640
can get a divorce,

01:11:20.960 --> 01:11:26.080
and then like, hey, these guys used to talk to each other. We're gonna wrap around this damaged area,

01:11:26.240 --> 01:11:29.440
and we're gonna we're gonna form a new network around damage.

01:11:30.405 --> 01:11:34.885
So I was really trying to do that, but the journey itself, oh my god, five hours

01:11:35.765 --> 01:11:39.205
of just being ripped out of this entire reality.

01:11:39.845 --> 01:11:41.845
It's kind of like you get a

01:11:42.900 --> 01:11:45.540
like you're pulled outside of the Truman Show,

01:11:45.780 --> 01:11:48.820
and like you can see all of this, and it and it's

01:11:49.220 --> 01:11:56.980
you can it's more real than reality. It's a thousand times more real than this than this ever can or could hope to be,

01:11:58.375 --> 01:12:04.215
and it kind of ruins you in a little bit in a good way where when you come back, you know, like,

01:12:04.535 --> 01:12:08.135
this looks like a cartoon oil painting when you come back from

01:12:08.615 --> 01:12:16.160
something on DMT. Do you recall, like, any specifics, like nuggets, moments you can kind of share? Yeah. So

01:12:17.360 --> 01:12:20.160
the the first one, it it was intravenous.

01:12:20.160 --> 01:12:24.960
So I had it I had it in my arm. I was laying down. These people held the space so beautifully well,

01:12:25.200 --> 01:12:26.800
and they had a beautiful space for it.

01:12:27.755 --> 01:12:29.835
And that first moment

01:12:30.635 --> 01:12:34.315
because when you do DMT, everyone goes to this place called the waiting room,

01:12:34.875 --> 01:12:43.760
which you're familiar with probably. I've heard of it. I've actually just the one of probably the only real psychedelic I haven't done. I've done five MEO, but never DMT.

01:12:43.760 --> 01:12:46.320
Okay. It's heavy. I mean, the

01:12:46.640 --> 01:12:50.800
way that Kevin described it, he was the guy who who facilitated our experience.

01:12:51.120 --> 01:12:58.225
He described he had the best word to describe DMT that I've ever heard in my life. He just said, DMT is big.

01:12:59.185 --> 01:13:03.665
It's big in a way that you cannot fathom, describe, comprehend,

01:13:03.665 --> 01:13:04.465
imagine,

01:13:04.865 --> 01:13:08.785
or even come close to understanding how big DMT is,

01:13:09.680 --> 01:13:12.480
and that is just the perfect word for me.

01:13:13.520 --> 01:13:19.920
But the first thing that happened right when I was in there, I buzzed right past the waiting room because the machine

01:13:20.240 --> 01:13:21.840
is an anesthesiology

01:13:21.840 --> 01:13:22.240
machine.

01:13:23.105 --> 01:13:28.545
So it's basically like a big there's a giant fat syringe full of DMT,

01:13:28.705 --> 01:13:31.345
and there's a machine that pumps it at a certain

01:13:32.785 --> 01:13:34.465
milliliters per minute rate.

01:13:35.420 --> 01:13:42.860
And like if you want to go up, you want like you want to launch, they could just turn the dial and it pump, pump, pump, pump. It'll do a little boost, and you're

01:13:43.180 --> 01:13:47.180
you're launched out. So I Obviously did that. Yeah. I spent like

01:13:47.660 --> 01:13:49.500
three milliseconds in the waiting room,

01:13:50.165 --> 01:13:52.565
and I was up there instantly,

01:13:52.965 --> 01:13:58.725
and these beings and for four thousand five hundred years, we've all seen the same exact

01:13:59.045 --> 01:13:59.765
same

01:14:00.165 --> 01:14:03.365
beings up there. Every human

01:14:02.650 --> 01:14:09.770
without any exception, sees the exact same entities on on DMT for forty five hundred years, which is bizarre.

01:14:11.130 --> 01:14:15.850
But these things shoved me down onto this like stainless steel kind of medical table,

01:14:16.415 --> 01:14:19.135
and from pelvis all the way up to my neck,

01:14:19.535 --> 01:14:21.455
cut my body open with these

01:14:21.775 --> 01:14:28.575
massive shears, and it didn't hurt. Like there was no pain, and I I wasn't scared at all. Like if it happened in this life,

01:14:30.780 --> 01:14:31.499
yeah,

01:14:32.300 --> 01:14:39.020
it it would be terrifying. But on the DMT space, everything's okay. Like, it's full of love and non judgment and all that stuff,

01:14:39.980 --> 01:14:43.580
and they're weird looking light beings that kind of look like they're aliens,

01:14:44.625 --> 01:14:46.305
but I could hear them

01:14:47.025 --> 01:14:52.465
every single sound. I could hear my organs kind of sloshing as they pushed their hands. I could feel

01:14:52.705 --> 01:14:59.345
every single thing that they were doing to me, and it was just imagine it's 10,000 more more

01:14:59.230 --> 01:15:00.430
more real than this,

01:15:01.950 --> 01:15:11.630
and and I was going through this. And then this other Can I ask you a question? So are you are you here looking at them, or are you also here looking at them, and then also

01:15:13.235 --> 01:15:19.395
completely objectified where you're looking at it? No. It was in my head. Okay. So you're in the subjective?

01:15:19.715 --> 01:15:23.235
Yes. You're looking at this as First we person. See Yes. Okay.

01:15:24.610 --> 01:15:27.650
So I'm kind of laid down on this table looking up,

01:15:28.370 --> 01:15:37.170
and then this one holds my forehead down and sticks a like a drill bit like this long into my nose. It's freezing cold,

01:15:37.865 --> 01:15:52.105
and it goes up into my nose, and I could feel it going further and further and further all the way until it bumps the back of my skull, and the drill bit is it doesn't go through my skull, but it's pushing my head down onto the table where I can't pick my head up, and it is ice cold,

01:15:53.420 --> 01:15:55.100
and there's no pain,

01:15:55.820 --> 01:16:04.620
but then I could feel like stuff moving inside of my head, like something come come out of this drill bit. I don't know. Stuff was going on.

01:16:05.595 --> 01:16:11.275
And then all kinds of other shit happened for five hours that never stopped. Well, I took a pee break.

01:16:11.595 --> 01:16:20.875
So during the experience, like, if you need to pee or something or if you want to come down a little bit, they can kind of just adjust your altitude right there on that little machine, which is unbelievable.

01:16:22.030 --> 01:16:25.470
But then I'm done with the whole experience. I go back to the hotel,

01:16:26.430 --> 01:16:27.710
and then I find out

01:16:28.110 --> 01:16:29.630
the night before

01:16:29.950 --> 01:16:37.070
we were at their house just to kind of I'm gonna look at the space. I'm gonna we're gonna talk to them. They're the nicest people. They do this at their home

01:16:37.705 --> 01:16:39.385
in in Denver,

01:16:39.945 --> 01:16:40.585
and

01:16:41.545 --> 01:16:47.225
I didn't know this, but this guy, he's a genetic scientist. He's a genetic science research expert

01:16:47.705 --> 01:16:49.305
who makes the the medicine,

01:16:50.580 --> 01:16:54.420
But he took Michelle, my wife, into the kitchen

01:16:54.740 --> 01:16:58.420
and into the freezer and showed her this little pelican box

01:16:58.900 --> 01:16:59.620
of

01:17:00.180 --> 01:17:03.620
vials so she could select the vials that I would use the next day.

01:17:04.665 --> 01:17:07.065
And they prayed over these vials,

01:17:07.625 --> 01:17:08.185
and

01:17:09.145 --> 01:17:15.865
right after I told her everything, she said the only prayer that I said was for them to immediately fix your heart and then your head,

01:17:16.265 --> 01:17:19.640
because I have a I have a heart thing going on as well,

01:17:20.040 --> 01:17:21.800
and I have a brain disease.

01:17:22.600 --> 01:17:25.400
And she told the DMT to do that the night before.

01:17:25.800 --> 01:17:28.520
Wow. That was a question I was gonna ask. Wow.

01:17:29.400 --> 01:17:34.565
And Then that was the first order of business that they that they had. They just went straight to it. Yeah.

01:17:35.045 --> 01:17:35.685
And

01:17:36.005 --> 01:17:43.925
And I didn't know. I never knew that she even went in the kitchen. Like, I just thought they were up bullshitting somewhere in the house. Wow. And

01:17:44.165 --> 01:17:45.285
how have you been since?

01:17:46.370 --> 01:17:53.890
Yeah. What was it like? Because because I know we were in touch right after that, and it was like kind of putting the pieces back together was

01:17:54.290 --> 01:17:56.290
was kind of first order of business.

01:17:56.530 --> 01:17:59.650
Yeah. It it started off with a depression.

01:18:01.055 --> 01:18:02.415
And I remember

01:18:03.215 --> 01:18:09.775
I'm laying there on this thing. I'm in this experience. Like, alright, Chase. We're gonna we're gonna go ahead and bring you start bringing you down,

01:18:10.655 --> 01:18:11.535
and

01:18:13.230 --> 01:18:14.430
the unwillingness

01:18:14.430 --> 01:18:16.109
that I had to come back here

01:18:16.830 --> 01:18:18.190
was monumental.

01:18:18.190 --> 01:18:19.390
Like, I I

01:18:19.870 --> 01:18:21.950
just please kill me. Like,

01:18:22.350 --> 01:18:25.629
didn't say that, but I did say I have a

01:18:25.950 --> 01:18:29.035
tape of the entire thing. Videoed it. Coming down,

01:18:29.595 --> 01:18:33.595
I did ask 39 times throughout that whole experience if I was dead.

01:18:34.795 --> 01:18:36.475
Like, out loud, I'm like, am I dead?

01:18:37.195 --> 01:18:38.315
39 times.

01:18:38.635 --> 01:18:44.450
That's how deep it was. Like, I didn't know if I still had a body or if I was dead. I had no clue.

01:18:44.850 --> 01:18:51.970
It was really deep, and coming down, it felt like there is absolutely

01:18:51.970 --> 01:18:53.250
zero way

01:18:53.695 --> 01:18:55.215
for me to return

01:18:55.775 --> 01:18:59.615
back to this life without developing some narcissism.

01:19:01.375 --> 01:19:02.015
Mhmm.

01:19:02.255 --> 01:19:03.695
And that's that's

01:19:03.775 --> 01:19:07.855
what was really depressing to me, that I had that I had to go back and like

01:19:08.610 --> 01:19:12.930
develop a little just to survive, just to live on this planet.

01:19:13.170 --> 01:19:17.090
You had to have some narcissism, and I was I was crying so

01:19:17.250 --> 01:19:22.850
fucking hard, man. And these God bless these people wiping my tears and snot coming out of my nose.

01:19:25.265 --> 01:19:27.825
But it was like I did not really want to come back.

01:19:29.905 --> 01:19:32.145
It it's kind of like if if randomly

01:19:32.465 --> 01:19:33.425
someone

01:19:34.465 --> 01:19:48.070
like you feel a weird thing on your head. You don't know what it is. There's nobody in the house. You feel this thing moving on your head, and all of a sudden you're in another reality, and someone just took off a VR helmet, and this is where you've been the whole time. You're just inside of a little VR game.

01:19:49.845 --> 01:19:56.325
And then like you go to like actual reality where there's just unlimited love and peace and abundance, and they're like, okay.

01:19:56.885 --> 01:20:01.125
We gotta put the helmet back on. You've gotta go back inside the the video game. Fuck.

01:20:01.285 --> 01:20:05.330
That's what it felt like, man. And just kind of integrating after five

01:20:05.410 --> 01:20:10.450
hours of that was really, really tough for probably a couple weeks. How

01:20:11.010 --> 01:20:11.970
two questions.

01:20:12.850 --> 01:20:21.185
Five hours of our earth plane linear time was about how long in the DMT world, if you have any sense of that?

01:20:21.665 --> 01:20:22.545
It was

01:20:23.345 --> 01:20:24.305
six months.

01:20:24.945 --> 01:20:28.065
Five or six months is what it felt like. Did you

01:20:28.465 --> 01:20:34.120
have like a you had a whole life and little world happening up there? Yeah. But it wasn't like

01:20:36.520 --> 01:20:43.880
it wasn't me Yeah. Per se. It was just kind of I was with other things happening, and I could kind of observe things happening and

01:20:45.095 --> 01:20:49.015
talk to these creatures and stuff and these these entities. But

01:20:49.175 --> 01:20:49.975
it's like

01:20:52.455 --> 01:20:55.495
like we're we're these little infantile

01:20:56.295 --> 01:20:57.495
hairless monkeys,

01:20:58.100 --> 01:20:59.859
like our our little species.

01:20:59.940 --> 01:21:01.220
It's so funny.

01:21:01.620 --> 01:21:06.180
And then we're like, you know what? You know what I wanna learn today? I'm gonna learn the secrets of the universe.

01:21:07.540 --> 01:21:08.499
And

01:21:09.060 --> 01:21:20.735
and then you do DMT, and they're like, alright, motherfucker. And they show it all to you and you can't comprehend it. You can't understand it. You'll never be able to piece any of it together and try explaining one

01:21:20.975 --> 01:21:31.290
billionth of 1% of it to another human being. Good luck. But they still show it to you. And it's like you're not bringing it back. You're not going to carry it with you back when you come back here.

01:21:31.610 --> 01:21:34.170
We are doing some experimentation with mixing

01:21:34.650 --> 01:21:38.170
high doses of Alzheimer's drugs with the DMT

01:21:38.330 --> 01:21:49.225
Mhmm. So that we can bring back much bigger chunks of data and and and information there. And doc there's a guy named Andrew Gallimore. Mhmm. And he's doing a whole lot of research with this. This

01:21:49.465 --> 01:21:50.185
beautiful

01:21:50.425 --> 01:21:52.025
brain this guy has

01:21:54.000 --> 01:21:55.440
Trying to map out,

01:21:56.000 --> 01:22:00.240
not a physical map, but trying to understand and develop a knowledge

01:22:00.240 --> 01:22:01.600
of this hyperspace,

01:22:01.600 --> 01:22:03.200
whatever the place is that we go

01:22:03.520 --> 01:22:04.720
on the DMT.

01:22:04.720 --> 01:22:08.945
How about the how about the biological and and neurological

01:22:09.105 --> 01:22:14.225
surgery that they did or work on you? How's how's your heart and your brain been since

01:22:14.385 --> 01:22:18.945
you had the procedures done? Zero problems with anything Wow. Since then. Wow.

01:22:19.550 --> 01:22:20.190
And

01:22:20.350 --> 01:22:28.270
I haven't got a brain scan because the scan that I have to get is called a PET. So PET stands for positron emission tomography,

01:22:28.430 --> 01:22:30.110
but it's it's nuclear.

01:22:30.750 --> 01:22:40.365
So the scan is so bad that I can't hug my wife or sleep in the same bed as them for forty eight hours because there's so much nuclear radiation coming out of my body. So

01:22:40.845 --> 01:22:41.565
I just

01:22:42.125 --> 01:22:56.150
I'll I'll treat it as if like I know I have a brain problem when I have symptoms. I don't need a machine. Yeah. Like, have these friends that wear these like 15 Aura rings and sleep monitors and all this kind of shit. I'm like, dude, you have

01:22:56.550 --> 01:23:00.150
eight sensors in this thing, and you have 9,000,000

01:23:00.150 --> 01:23:00.950
in your body.

01:23:02.605 --> 01:23:18.620
Like your body's way more advanced than your Apple Watch. Right. It knows exactly whether or not you wake up in the morning and feel like, shit, you didn't sleep well. Right. Like I don't need an Apple Watch. Like your body has billions and billions of sensors and and data collection mechanisms

01:23:19.020 --> 01:23:20.700
to tell you when things are off,

01:23:21.020 --> 01:23:23.660
and its natural response is to heal itself.

01:23:24.380 --> 01:23:28.060
So you're just the only thing that your body needs is material, raw materials.

01:23:29.115 --> 01:23:33.115
It just needs that stuff, and there's so many times people go to a psychologist

01:23:33.275 --> 01:23:33.915
or

01:23:34.315 --> 01:23:35.195
people

01:23:35.195 --> 01:23:36.555
go to a psychologist,

01:23:36.875 --> 01:23:41.755
and then fifteen years later discover this whole time they've had a vitamin b twelve deficiency,

01:23:42.350 --> 01:23:46.350
or they have some physiological problem that's causing psychological issues. Yeah.

01:23:47.070 --> 01:23:49.470
A lot of research on that. Minerals,

01:23:49.790 --> 01:24:00.055
it's almost like a one hundredth of correlation between depression and mineral deficiency imbalances in the brain and so forth. Yeah. So how about like your aura, your energy, your frequency, your vibration?

01:24:00.455 --> 01:24:01.655
Are you finding

01:24:02.215 --> 01:24:03.095
like synergies,

01:24:04.535 --> 01:24:06.215
kismet, serendipities,

01:24:06.215 --> 01:24:08.615
coincidences now more? Are you

01:24:09.070 --> 01:24:22.110
without being like narcissistic about it, like, are you a more like positive and ultimately like uplifting energy and presence and for you, your family, your colleagues, your students, and so forth? I've gotten a lot better as a human being. Mhmm.

01:24:22.875 --> 01:24:24.395
Because I think with every

01:24:24.635 --> 01:24:26.955
not microdose, but every I mean,

01:24:27.435 --> 01:24:29.195
I'm on a microdose right now.

01:24:29.675 --> 01:24:35.195
But I mean, like, every journey that I've ever done has helped me to understand

01:24:35.915 --> 01:24:37.115
with each thing

01:24:37.660 --> 01:24:47.339
I'm less special than I thought I was. I'm less special than I thought I was. I'm in a beautiful amazing way, not some self demeaning way. Yeah.

01:24:48.460 --> 01:24:49.660
In a freeing

01:24:50.220 --> 01:24:56.665
way, and it's just less and less special. And starting out, I thought I was really special. Big

01:24:56.825 --> 01:24:58.185
time. And

01:24:59.545 --> 01:25:07.385
then the the mushrooms have a way of exactly what we talked about earlier, shifting that perspective so much and zooming you out to show you how small you are.

01:25:08.560 --> 01:25:10.400
How small and important

01:25:10.720 --> 01:25:15.600
you are. Special versus important. You know? Like, I think they're different things. Mhmm.

01:25:15.840 --> 01:25:21.440
And I think the the more that I can be shown how not special I am, the better my life gets.

01:25:22.285 --> 01:25:24.044
And along the lines of, you

01:25:24.685 --> 01:25:25.885
know, adding the

01:25:26.365 --> 01:25:28.605
the Alzheimer's

01:25:28.605 --> 01:25:35.565
drug as a, you know, to go along with the the DMT, are there other areas that you're looking to explore?

01:25:36.770 --> 01:25:39.890
Would you go back into that five hour experience?

01:25:40.450 --> 01:25:43.730
Where do you kind of sit with that as your kind of next

01:25:44.210 --> 01:25:45.090
frontier?

01:25:45.090 --> 01:25:46.370
I'm definitely going back.

01:25:49.385 --> 01:25:50.505
Y'all should come.

01:25:51.385 --> 01:25:56.025
And I'll I'll if if either of you guys wanna do it, I'll sit with you the whole time,

01:25:57.065 --> 01:26:00.905
and I'll sit there and hold your hand the whole time. It's an amazing I mean,

01:26:02.320 --> 01:26:08.720
it it will permanently change you in in that when you come back here for the rest of your life,

01:26:10.080 --> 01:26:14.800
no matter what, no matter how seductive the world is, the rest of your life, you're gonna know that it's fake.

01:26:16.985 --> 01:26:25.785
Yeah. I'm super curious. I know you're a hard no, I'm sure. No. Don't know you. No. No. I'm not a Well, you're terrified of doing the big journeys and stuff. So I'm curious. It's heavy.

01:26:26.505 --> 01:26:35.360
It's heavy. But it's definitely it's not it's not it's Not a judgment either. No. But there's there's a really nice hold on. Kyle Kingsbury. Godsbury.

01:26:36.960 --> 01:26:43.760
I forgot Godsley's first name. Eric Godsley. Eric Godsley. So Eric Godsley has this expression called the death cookie.

01:26:44.175 --> 01:26:48.335
So like whenever you're shown something that you really don't want to do,

01:26:48.815 --> 01:27:04.810
you got to eat it. You got to eat that death cookie. So I'm so aware of like the death cookies. I'm like, oh, no. I I should do it. I want to do it. Yeah. But I'm I'm terrified of it. I think in the good and kind of, you know, a respectful way. Well, there's there's there's a balance of terrified.

01:27:05.930 --> 01:27:09.530
Sometimes terrified could be that's a signal like not yet.

01:27:10.090 --> 01:27:11.850
I think having a healthy like,

01:27:13.105 --> 01:27:19.584
fear is the right word, but like, okay, this is a big experience, whether It's it's a death in a way. Yeah. Yeah.

01:27:19.985 --> 01:27:22.624
But I'm also like very curious and and

01:27:24.145 --> 01:27:29.330
would love to And Terrence McKenna had the best phrase for it I've ever heard in my life,

01:27:29.810 --> 01:27:32.210
and he called it death by astonishment.

01:27:32.210 --> 01:27:32.770
Mhmm.

01:27:33.330 --> 01:27:39.410
Which just perfectly encapsulates that entire experience. It's like it's so astonishing

01:27:40.055 --> 01:27:44.535
in a way that you will never ever be able to describe this to another person,

01:27:45.095 --> 01:27:50.615
and that's gonna piss you off. Like, it pisses me off that I can't like I can't convey

01:27:50.855 --> 01:27:52.935
what happens on DMT to another person.

01:27:53.570 --> 01:27:58.930
Mhmm. And it's it's a chemical that we make in our own body Yeah. And it's a felony

01:27:59.090 --> 01:28:01.010
in almost the entire country.

01:28:02.370 --> 01:28:13.865
We make it in our body, and it's a felony. Yeah. We'll talk about the clown world inversion that we live in, know, Satan's little season. Let's infer everything. You know what I mean? Oh, yeah. My wife and I have to drive past

01:28:15.225 --> 01:28:16.665
three vape stores

01:28:16.745 --> 01:28:20.665
and two liquor stores to go pick up our illegal raw milk.

01:28:21.140 --> 01:28:21.860
Right.

01:28:22.500 --> 01:28:23.220
Right.

01:28:23.860 --> 01:28:26.820
Which has to be also labeled not for human consumption.

01:28:27.700 --> 01:28:29.060
Right. Right.

01:28:30.660 --> 01:28:32.740
No. That's as a big raw milk person,

01:28:34.315 --> 01:28:36.075
it's crazy. Here in

01:28:36.315 --> 01:28:38.075
Texas, they changed the law,

01:28:38.395 --> 01:28:38.875
and

01:28:39.755 --> 01:28:42.475
they like, they can't sell it anymore,

01:28:42.555 --> 01:28:49.595
but you have to buy it as like a gift card. It's like a whole weird thing. So you can't you can't just go to the market and buy it.

01:28:50.550 --> 01:29:01.110
Some farmers kind of just don't pay any attention to it because the enforcement is slack, but technically, like, you have to order in advance as like a gift card. It's like a weird kind of loophole.

01:29:01.750 --> 01:29:04.310
Wow. In Virginia, you have to own a piece of the cow.

01:29:05.885 --> 01:29:13.005
So, like, several families will own a part of a cow or a part ownership in a cow.

01:29:13.165 --> 01:29:20.620
And if because the Virginia law is if you own the cow, you can no one can tell you that you can't drink milk out of your own cow. So

01:29:21.180 --> 01:29:22.380
so technically

01:29:22.380 --> 01:29:25.820
when I go to pick up raw milk, it's from my cow that I own,

01:29:26.540 --> 01:29:30.645
and that's what I'm taking home. That's a great workaround right there. Yeah.

01:29:31.365 --> 01:29:34.325
What about you, chef? Like, what have you been working on? I know

01:29:34.965 --> 01:29:45.205
obviously the Max Deck came out at the kind of end of the year. Can we talk about this Max Deck? I'd love to. I take this every day now. You do? So you sent me a freebie Yeah. Bag,

01:29:46.240 --> 01:29:53.120
and it took me like a month to get to it, and I because you texted me every week, did you try the Max Tech yet? But now I do it every day.

01:29:54.160 --> 01:29:57.200
So this is like I have a little lineup. I have a rolling

01:29:58.095 --> 01:30:00.095
like, cart. Pharmacopoeia?

01:30:00.095 --> 01:30:05.455
Yeah. That's has my daily stuff on it, so I can kind of bring it if I need to pull it in my office or whatever.

01:30:05.935 --> 01:30:14.420
And MaxSac is like the far left, and I go from left to right on this cart every day. There's MaxSac, creatine, and then other stuff, iodine.

01:30:14.420 --> 01:30:14.980
Mhmm.

01:30:15.620 --> 01:30:16.980
But this MaxSac,

01:30:16.980 --> 01:30:29.955
can you talk about what's in it? Because just looking at the ingredients list is overwhelming to me. So what we wanted to do with the MaxStax MaxStax does not have our secret ingredient in it, so it's non psychoactive. It has no psilocybin,

01:30:30.355 --> 01:30:57.555
which we call for obvious purposes the Brain Supreme mushroom blend or active ingredient. So what we wanted to do with Macstack is we spent years researching by almost I mean, with mushrooms, there's so many things that complement mushrooms at the psychedelic level. You know? It's like basically just love and thinking good thoughts complement, you know, your mushroom dose. But there are certain ingredients that definitely can complement and boost a micro and a macro dose. So we wanted to create a product that basically

01:30:57.715 --> 01:31:00.755
we threw the kitchen sink at from a therapeutic

01:31:00.755 --> 01:31:08.800
and and ritual standpoint, also like an everyday usage. So we basically wanted to add every known ingredient in the world that benefits a micro and a macro dose.

01:31:09.120 --> 01:31:09.600
So

01:31:10.000 --> 01:31:10.880
mushrooms,

01:31:10.880 --> 01:31:11.760
adaptogens,

01:31:11.760 --> 01:31:16.640
aminos, and cacao. So we created a base of ceremonial cacao and ceylon cinnamon,

01:31:16.880 --> 01:31:17.680
and then we have

01:31:18.825 --> 01:31:20.425
22 other ingredients,

01:31:20.585 --> 01:31:28.185
chaga, reishi, cordyceps, lion's mane, and then we've got about 10 different minerals and adaptogens, and then 10 different amino acids

01:31:28.425 --> 01:31:29.785
and creatine

01:31:30.280 --> 01:31:38.920
in this base of very high grade ceremonial cacao and Ceylon cinnamon. Now it has to be Ceylon cinnamon because at high doses regular cinnamon is is deleterious

01:31:38.920 --> 01:31:54.565
for the kidney. It's not so good. Ceylon cinnamon, the true cinnamon, you can take that five grams, ten grams at a time. But other cinnamons, you don't want to you don't want to do that with. They're it's a different type of bark for a different type of cinnamon tree. Only the Ceylon cinnamon is is healthy at high doses. So

01:31:54.965 --> 01:31:58.165
it's a little bitter. I tell everybody that because we want them to leave it unsweetened.

01:31:58.660 --> 01:32:08.900
I do it in my so I do like, for me, the new founders thing is the which is what you did this morning is the Mac Stack with the black stack. So it's a three hundred milligram microdose

01:32:09.700 --> 01:32:22.555
with the Mac Stack and, like energy focus. So I make a Mac Stack latte. I actually just throw everything in the blender, and then I just pour it through a strainer. So I do I do some coffee, which now I do less coffee, and I do a half calf, half decaf,

01:32:22.635 --> 01:32:28.170
and then I throw in the Mac Stack. I'll actually add a little more cinnamon, a little creatine, local raw honey,

01:32:28.810 --> 01:32:34.170
pour the hot water, blend that up for like forty five seconds, then I pour in like some raw milk or some

01:32:34.650 --> 01:32:36.010
organic heavy cream,

01:32:36.490 --> 01:33:12.555
and then just pour that through a strainer. So after about three hours, you're ready to go. It takes about three hours to make that drink? Jesus. No. Honestly, in the blender it's fast. It's because if you did in a French press separately and made the French press, it's if you just go in the blender with your ground coffin and pour it through a strainer Yeah. It's forty five seconds. You know, you can let it sit there, pour it through, and then and then you're set. But in terms of like, if you thought if you compared that with opening up let's say you took one third of the supplements that are in MaxStaq. Like even from a time standpoint, I think the making of the MaxStax is still faster than if you opened up seven different supplement jars.

01:33:12.875 --> 01:33:22.955
So probably saving you time. Yeah. I mean, traditionally people would like make their coffee and then add this. Yeah. Just or just make your coffee and just stir the MaxStax in. And then

01:33:23.450 --> 01:33:24.250
with

01:33:24.250 --> 01:33:29.209
all the with all the amino acids and minerals, there's a little bitterness there. It's kind of like a coffee like bitterness.

01:33:29.290 --> 01:33:35.450
Some people really like that. I add a little bit of of local raw honey or some maple crystals or some kind of hippie sugar in some way.

01:33:36.635 --> 01:33:39.835
But yeah, that was our idea that we wanted. And I've used it ceremonial

01:33:39.835 --> 01:33:41.755
now too, which is really great.

01:33:42.075 --> 01:33:48.075
Like I've put four grams in it, blended it up because we wanted to test it that way. Wow. And it was was deep.

01:33:48.730 --> 01:33:52.330
Yeah. And it's also it was it was interesting because the journey

01:33:53.370 --> 01:33:55.930
like it was it was the the

01:33:57.130 --> 01:33:59.770
the ascent is a little faster, the journey's great,

01:34:00.010 --> 01:34:13.155
and the descent is a little faster. So you're in and you're out a little quicker. And the journey is interesting because there's like a nutritional sustenance in the journey. So like hunger pangs or other things that can kind of sometimes mess with you were just totally satiated.

01:34:13.155 --> 01:34:16.915
So it's like a really wonderful four hour Dude. Ride.

01:34:17.510 --> 01:34:20.470
That's awesome. Yeah. You know what I wound up doing? The

01:34:21.110 --> 01:34:27.750
creatine that I take every day is like Walgreens brand. No. No. You got to get the stuff with the German approval, the creatine monohydrate.

01:34:28.070 --> 01:34:30.710
It is creatine monohydrate. Yeah. But there's like

01:34:31.375 --> 01:34:36.175
honestly, I've asked a couple people about that. I'm not sure. Something about there's a German patent

01:34:36.575 --> 01:34:38.175
on creatine

01:34:38.255 --> 01:34:42.575
that it's like a little Sean Wells would be the one to answer. I get a brand called Momentous.

01:34:42.655 --> 01:35:04.505
It's really clean creatine. But what I wound up doing is I'd take that little tub of creatine and I would dump it in this bag Yeah. And mix it up. Yeah. So that every day I'm not having to do two different things. I'm trying to like minimize this Yeah. Yeah. This thing I do in the morning. Yeah. Yeah. Because we're we're at one gram or it depends if you do one scoop or two scoops worth, five hundred or one gram of creatine,

01:35:04.505 --> 01:35:06.425
and probably you want to be around

01:35:06.585 --> 01:35:17.030
five to maybe 10 grams of creatine, so you can certainly add more creatine. Yeah. I dumped it in there, and I don't keep it in this bag. Like the bag is beautiful though. I have a, like, a glass

01:35:17.590 --> 01:35:29.995
cylinder thing that I take it out of, and every day I'll kind of roll it on its side and then give it a couple of back and forths and then scoop out of it. Yeah. You get your technique down. I have a lot of athletes who are doing the max so

01:35:30.155 --> 01:35:37.515
particularly for like morning athletics where you don't want to eat. So let's say like you got a pickleball or you got your workout and you don't want to necessarily eat

01:35:37.835 --> 01:35:40.635
before your workout. I have some professional

01:35:40.635 --> 01:35:44.780
athletes and amateur athletes. They'll do the max stack

01:35:45.020 --> 01:35:46.860
with their microdose.

01:35:47.100 --> 01:35:54.220
If you can time it out like sixty to seventy five minutes before kickoff or main game time, you're gonna hit flow state

01:35:54.955 --> 01:36:04.475
to combine a microdose with max stack before your morning workout, like an hour or so. It's flow state workouts. Wow. I get a lot of feedback from athletes

01:36:05.035 --> 01:36:20.040
and just gym guys and everything. They take I just saw a guy yesterday who's a, you know, 55 year old dude now who was a bodybuilder, still likes to train R. He's like, dude, they gotta pull me out of the gym on athlete. I time it out like an hour before, and the workouts are just great. You actually gave these to me. So

01:36:21.145 --> 01:36:28.345
could you give me a like walk me through what each one of these are. Okay. So black stacks are extra strength. So we take a three hundred milligram microdose,

01:36:28.345 --> 01:36:29.625
and we blend it with

01:36:30.905 --> 01:36:32.185
nano curcumin,

01:36:32.425 --> 01:36:33.225
ginger,

01:36:33.625 --> 01:36:41.690
and vitamin c. So it's our it's our extra strength, triple strength. Three hundred milligrams can be a lot for some people with a microdose. For me, it's kind of a sweet spot.

01:36:42.970 --> 01:36:58.845
And so that that's our extra strength formula. You know, you can we don't we really created Brain Supreme as a micro dosing supplement, but you can tune up and take a couple black stacks and hit a little cruising altitude. If you're going do anything more than that, think you should work with just straight mushrooms and so forth. Yeah.

01:36:59.165 --> 01:37:11.830
But you know, if you've got an off day on a weekend and it's in a responsible setting, you can take three or four of them, you know, just kind of go for a little bit of a marvel at the Central Texas clouds for a couple hours. But that's our extra strength formula. So

01:37:12.230 --> 01:37:13.110
and that actually,

01:37:13.910 --> 01:37:30.545
in terms of cost per most expensive ingredient, that has nine grams total active ingredient because it's thirty capsules at three hundred milligrams, which is nine grams. Every other product is six grams. Every other product has more complementary ingredients, but the the cost by most expensive ingredients so black stack, if you can handle three hundred milligram microdose,

01:37:30.545 --> 01:37:32.785
it's kind of the most cost effective

01:37:33.425 --> 01:37:34.145
product as well.

01:37:35.530 --> 01:37:40.490
And then our flagship formula is Genius. That's our most nootropic formula. So it's

01:37:40.650 --> 01:37:42.410
kind of classic nootropics,

01:37:42.410 --> 01:37:44.970
L theanine, L tyrosine, Alpha GPC,

01:37:45.530 --> 01:37:54.465
green tea extract, guarana blended with a hundred milligrams of our active ingredient. And then Feel Good is our kind of heart oriented formula, heart emotions libido.

01:37:54.545 --> 01:37:59.505
We have some nano curcumin in there. Sorry. We have some nanoitized

01:37:59.505 --> 01:38:00.785
CBD in there

01:38:01.825 --> 01:38:02.625
and

01:38:04.170 --> 01:38:06.970
Damion, another kind of heart emotion mood.

01:38:07.050 --> 01:38:08.170
I like actually

01:38:09.210 --> 01:38:22.715
I take Feel Good the least from a micro dosing standpoint, but Feel Good's really kind of five or six capsules on a weekend. It really is a groovy great feeling. It's really fun for a little cruising altitude. Yeah. You do feel loving and just mellow.

01:38:23.595 --> 01:38:27.595
It's great for lovemaking. It's good for sex. It's like

01:38:28.235 --> 01:38:29.195
10%

01:38:29.195 --> 01:38:36.090
better. It's like more meaningful and just like you know, touch and and sensations and so forth. It's good. And then athlete is our workout formula.

01:38:36.410 --> 01:38:41.050
So we blend that with it's a hundred milligrams of the proprietary mushroom that we blend with,

01:38:41.530 --> 01:38:42.090
then

01:38:42.650 --> 01:38:47.050
different elements for recovery and heart rate and cardiovascular support and so forth.

01:38:47.745 --> 01:38:52.865
Stacking athlete and genius is a really good formula as well too. If you're like a if you're a workout person,

01:38:53.665 --> 01:38:55.665
what we call our performance protocol,

01:38:55.825 --> 01:39:01.025
which is in in every other day or one day on, two day off, slightly higher microdose,

01:39:01.270 --> 01:39:19.285
you can stack athlete and genius about an hour or seventy five minutes before your game or workout. My professional athletes will do practice day and game day because you want to keep it in your system. You never want to be dysregulated for when you want to peak for game day, you do a practice day with a performance dose, and then you save it for game day. So that's a

01:39:19.605 --> 01:39:31.740
really effective formula for that. And then just kind of mixing it up. The standard protocol is what we call supplement dosing, five days on, two days off, best in the morning, best on an empty stomach, best with a glass of lemon water, or with MaxStax.

01:39:31.980 --> 01:39:35.420
And then once you figure out like where your sweet spot is, perceptible,

01:39:35.420 --> 01:39:37.580
non intoxicating, not hallucinatory,

01:39:37.660 --> 01:39:45.895
then you can start to then you can start to adjust. You know? So start with one capsule, scale up, find your area where you're like, oh, I'm most tuned on. I'm

01:39:46.375 --> 01:39:47.335
most productive.

01:39:47.495 --> 01:40:18.334
And then that's your sweet spot, then you can play around. Start with the supplement protocol, really understand these products. Some people like one in the morning, and then they like one at 1PM. Some people if they take it in the afternoon, it's a little sleep disruptive because your brain is still active. Some people are like, you know, I want to feel it more. Like I appreciate a microdose, but I'm going to go to performance dosing because I really want to get tuned up twice a week. Yeah. And then you know, you can you burn off the more noticeable demonstrative sensation in the gym, and then the benefits of the microdose linger throughout the day and the rest of the day and so forth.

01:40:18.655 --> 01:40:21.535
Yes, that's what we're doing. But I mean for us the proof's in the pudding

01:40:22.060 --> 01:40:25.180
because we grow by you know, we grew by 200

01:40:25.180 --> 01:40:29.100
from year one to year two, and we grew by another 120%

01:40:29.100 --> 01:40:30.780
from year two to year three.

01:40:31.260 --> 01:40:32.700
And we have

01:40:33.020 --> 01:40:38.435
the highest conversion rate I believe, of any supplement on all of

01:40:38.755 --> 01:40:39.555
Shopify's

01:40:39.555 --> 01:40:40.355
website.

01:40:40.675 --> 01:40:42.675
So we have a 66%

01:40:42.675 --> 01:40:45.475
conversion rate from one time buyer to subscriber,

01:40:45.795 --> 01:40:56.160
which in the supplement space is kind of unheard of. Yeah. So that means that we're we're doing something that's that's working. You are. Yeah. I've been your students have been amazing. You know, they've really

01:40:56.720 --> 01:41:03.920
they use it as part of the NCI Yeah. Protocol and so forth. Yeah. And nothing that I make them do, but Yep. I know a lot of them

01:41:04.175 --> 01:41:14.575
a lot of them love your stuff. You've come in as a guest speaker to our our elite kind of the VIP inner circle of mine. Yeah. It's always fun. And we're amazing people.

01:41:15.375 --> 01:41:19.535
And I know they were all very appreciative of the education because

01:41:20.630 --> 01:41:28.950
it's it's one thing to be able to just like, oh, somebody says, oh, I can find I didn't know I could order this. I didn't know it, like, it it could get mailed to my house. It's not labeled

01:41:29.030 --> 01:41:30.149
in a way that

01:41:30.710 --> 01:41:42.275
somebody might get in trouble or anything. And second part is like, okay. Now I can order it, but I need an education. Mhmm. I need a I need a course. I need something, which is why, like, I tell everybody

01:41:42.835 --> 01:41:53.050
even like the lady that was next to me on the plane on the way over here, I was telling her about this. And I was like, not only can you buy it there, there's a course. And Adam's got a course on brainsubreme.co.

01:41:53.210 --> 01:42:05.285
You can take this course. It's going to give you everything that you might need to know about doing microdosing in a healthy way and effective, a way that's actually going to help your life. Great. Well, thanks. I'm actually about to redo the reshoot the whole course too because I finished the home studio.

01:42:05.765 --> 01:42:13.525
Oh, good. The home we got a little home media and podcasting thing going on now too, so about to redo the whole course as well. Love it. So we'll do version two.

01:42:14.650 --> 01:42:19.130
Dude, you're the best, man. It's so great talking to you. And then

01:42:19.370 --> 01:42:30.075
it's like for Cal and I, it never gets off. We know that you're Cal and I are such good friends now. So it's like when you text, I'm like, okay. Let me tell Cal, because it'd be rather like share the love.

01:42:30.795 --> 01:42:52.820
Yeah, man. And and I love just like this is I mean, aside from a microphone right here, it just feels like we're we're hanging out. Yeah. I've known you guys for a year or two now, and I've known you for a while now. Two. Yeah. Over two years. And Thank you, Darius. Yeah. And it just feels like we're friends hanging out. Yeah. Yeah. And I love it too because you you texted us yesterday morning, and I was in Las Vegas

01:42:53.855 --> 01:42:55.615
getting ready to come back

01:42:56.175 --> 01:42:57.055
yesterday.

01:42:57.055 --> 01:43:06.335
And then I was supposed to leave this morning super early for Florida for golf, and I was just, like, on the fence, like, should I change my flight? And then the text came through that you're in town for two days.

01:43:06.655 --> 01:43:18.149
Do you guys want a podcast Sunday? I'm like, that probably makes the most sense. And then I waited five minutes, I'm like, okay, let's do this, and it worked out perfectly. Yeah. But before we wrap, I do wanna hear

01:43:19.510 --> 01:43:22.070
this next project you're you're

01:43:22.070 --> 01:43:23.670
doing. Yeah. We're

01:43:25.405 --> 01:43:28.124
I'm building a TV station

01:43:28.205 --> 01:43:29.005
basically

01:43:29.965 --> 01:43:35.885
inside of a building in Virginia, and it's going to be daily news as a daily news channel,

01:43:36.205 --> 01:43:46.630
except we're going to you know, like the schizophrenic where there's like the red thread that connects everything? Mhmm. We're in a non schizophrenic way, we're gonna show you how everything is actually connected,

01:43:46.870 --> 01:43:48.790
what's being used as a distraction.

01:43:49.190 --> 01:43:56.995
Every single piece of the news, every single day, all of the psyops and the manipulation that's happening throughout the media, throughout the

01:43:57.795 --> 01:44:04.675
global events, the geopolitics that are going on, and then what's being used as a distraction, who's gaining money from this

01:44:05.320 --> 01:44:15.080
This politician, you know, this thing happened over here, this politician went missing three days right before it happened. We're gonna try to go into like everything, and it's just fact based only.

01:44:15.560 --> 01:44:16.200
No opinion.

01:44:17.575 --> 01:44:19.015
No crazy

01:44:19.575 --> 01:44:22.215
theories or anything like that. We'll never

01:44:22.535 --> 01:44:23.815
take guidance

01:44:23.815 --> 01:44:26.775
or direction from any marketers or advertisers.

01:44:26.935 --> 01:44:32.055
We have an open records policy where our entire bank account will be open to the public,

01:44:32.750 --> 01:44:34.350
And we have a policy that

01:44:35.310 --> 01:44:45.390
an instant public policy that if any any correspondence or documentation ever asks us to change a narrative or modify something that we're saying, we make it public instantaneously.

01:44:45.815 --> 01:44:49.815
And that isn't like, even somebody says they have they're sending us a confidential email,

01:44:50.055 --> 01:45:00.135
it's on our terms of use. Like, if you email us, you agree that that's gonna be made public. Mhmm. So I've tried to make it transparent, but I I wanna make it in a way that's showing you

01:45:00.455 --> 01:45:01.095
the theater.

01:45:01.870 --> 01:45:07.070
Like, instead of just watching the news, you're like, you'll still get the news every day. We have a news desk, a news anchor,

01:45:07.150 --> 01:45:12.670
a research team, all that kind of stuff, but we'll also have like, here's the theater part of it.

01:45:13.070 --> 01:45:21.485
Like, I'm gonna open the back door of the Truman Show a little bit, so you get 10 x the amount that you'll get from any Fox, MSNBC

01:45:21.485 --> 01:45:28.525
kind You of know, that's so valuable because I remember having this conversation with my mother at the time when she was alive.

01:45:28.845 --> 01:45:36.000
So, like, the Gisela Maxwell trial is going on, but at the same time, they wheel out Johnny Depp and Amber Heard. So Giselaine Maxwell,

01:45:36.240 --> 01:45:38.000
that trial is closed,

01:45:38.240 --> 01:45:45.920
and Amber Heard and Johnny Depp are a public trial. Like, there you go. There's the red thread. Look over here. Never mind this,

01:45:46.665 --> 01:45:48.905
but look over here. It's very true.

01:45:49.225 --> 01:45:52.265
And having and having a like a reliable outlet,

01:45:52.585 --> 01:45:56.665
that's doing God's work, man. That's going be great. Well, what I love about it too is is

01:45:57.305 --> 01:46:05.990
I'm not up to date with a lot of things that are happening because I I don't I don't wanna get sucked into the theater. I don't know I know it's theater,

01:46:06.470 --> 01:46:14.150
so I don't even know, like, with the Iran war. I I really have no fucking idea what's going on because I I don't feel like I can believe anybody.

01:46:15.025 --> 01:46:18.625
And so the fact that you're doing this, I can finally get

01:46:19.025 --> 01:46:21.585
some facts on on what's happening.

01:46:22.225 --> 01:46:27.985
And then if I run across a clip on Instagram, which I will try not to even watch because, again,

01:46:28.850 --> 01:46:32.690
like I'm susceptible like everybody else did this, like pinging something,

01:46:32.930 --> 01:46:35.649
me putting these two pieces of the story together

01:46:36.370 --> 01:46:37.169
that

01:46:37.410 --> 01:46:38.930
it's funny. For a long time,

01:46:39.330 --> 01:46:45.955
I used to get all my news from like JP Sears. Mhmm. Because I'm like, he's breaking down the bullshit in it.

01:46:46.355 --> 01:47:00.450
And so I thought he was really great about that, and there are some other people on Tim Dillon's amazing. These days as well. Tim Dillon's amazing. Jason Sears just made two videos in a row about me. Oh, did he? They're really cool. Yeah. I met him at a party recently. He's gonna come on the podcast. He's a super cool dude.

01:47:00.850 --> 01:47:16.545
Yeah. He's a great I just met him at a little dinner party. He's Can you put us in touch? For sure. I'm sure he'd love to meet you. Yeah. He said he's been following my work for years. He's seen his fuck too. Like you shake his hand, and it's like it's iron. Like a little rock? Oh my god. Yeah. Damn. You'll love him. He's he's

01:47:16.785 --> 01:47:23.425
a great dude and he's been ever since 2020 happened, he just went full on into exposure.

01:47:24.460 --> 01:47:27.820
Yeah. He's doing he's doing very good work. Mhmm.

01:47:28.860 --> 01:47:30.140
I think the

01:47:30.380 --> 01:47:36.060
goal of this news channel is to feel like you just got a briefing from like a CIA mission planning executive.

01:47:36.855 --> 01:47:46.215
Like, it's an intelligence brief. Yeah. And and it will be like it's gonna look kinda like the news. Like, there's gonna be a pretty girl behind a desk and flashy

01:47:46.215 --> 01:47:48.535
shit up behind her on a screen and stuff,

01:47:49.255 --> 01:47:58.200
but it it will be it will follow the identical format of a CIA intelligence brief, except you will get that's how you can get your news in the morning now.

01:47:59.000 --> 01:48:00.120
That's

01:48:00.120 --> 01:48:01.160
so good.

01:48:02.120 --> 01:48:11.325
You're doing God's work. Thank you so much. Thank you, guys. So are you. That was great. And I I also one of the reasons I came down here is for more unlearned

01:48:11.325 --> 01:48:13.325
merch. You came to the right place, Okay.

01:48:14.285 --> 01:48:15.965
Let's go take care of into storage

01:48:16.765 --> 01:48:20.045
closet, you just go shopping. We'll get you a big old bag and

01:48:20.567 --> 01:48:23.927
yeah, awesome. Great to see you, man. Love you guys. Thank you all. Thank you, guys.